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lucy

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Monday Apr 11, 2005

Apr 11, 2005
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Three months today.
Fuck.

and so tonight to celebrate i will poison myself.
another coughing, shaking fit in a bathroom that is spinning.
so i close the door and rest my head on the tile floor,
sickness and sleep turning me cold.
i am still not sure, is there some better place i should be heading towards?
where the selfishly sick and self absorbed are welcome.


Time to go get wasted out of my mind.
xoxo
love lucy
VIEW 23 of 23 COMMENTS
theburningred:
it's early here, and i just read your last entry, so did you make it home ok? kiss
Apr 11, 2005
dappergatsby:
Oh sweet Lady...
I know the somber **sighs** you're feelin' now..
I send you earnest adoration and support!
I hope the new day finds you stronger and not too hurtin'.
Love and well wishes are what i send you now y dear.
Love, love,love
~J
Apr 11, 2005

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