luckystrike

Right now my life is an organizational clusterfuck. It's 2:30 am, but I took a 3 hour nap today and I'm not tired whatsoever. It sucks.

I'm done with high school tomorrow. It's scary how much I don't care. I thought I'd be so excited, but turns out I'm not so crazy excited, and I'm not sad at all. I just don't really care.

I am certainly and definitely scared/not ready to leave my city. At all. Many things that would make me happy are coming to my attention, and of course, it's right before I leave.

I have 3 months. Shit.

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PS- By the way, I counted the number of rolls of film I developed this year in photo, and the count came to about 40 rolls. FORTY fucking rolls of film! I can see progress when I look through it. I'm proud of how far I've come, that's for damn sure. I'm up in a gallery right now in the crossroads and I went to see em today. What a great feeling, eh? Sigh...