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hello people how the fuck are u

ok mission for all my lovely fans got to gauragebands.com or however u spell it and check out F.U.C.K.(Five Unlucky City Kids) they are my friend joey's band and they rock and i would like for u to give them suppport



no on to me i am just now getting over some sort of sickness i dont know...
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fyodor:
hey man.. i work at dad's cds in JC. if you can try to get FUCK to promote down here because i never know when their playing, that would be great. we've had people ask about them at the store, and i would really like to check them out. tell to bring fliers for the next show to either JC or KPT store. thanks..
joshof13thfloor:
I'm fuckin' cool, thanks fer askin'.

I think nearly everyone looks at themselves in the mirror and is disgusted, man. Try not to let the shit get ya to down. Just try to take little steps toward your goal.

I know what you mean about the age thing, man. I'm 29 and i have days where i feel 17 and then i'll have days where i feel at least 110.

Take it light, brother. Good luck lookin' for work.

-Josh EL SUICIDO LOCO
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ok its time to update and tell yall whats really going on several days ago a friend of mine got layed to rest and he died do to drugs and it just hasnt hit me yet i guess he was 19 years old and he died like the sunday before xmas its been really hard on me and my friends i death



on a lighter...
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joshof13thfloor:
My condolences on the loss of your friend. Just take your time and deal with things at your own pace, man. Contrary to what some people may beleive there is no right way to greive, only your way.

I hope your new years was a good one despite your current circumstances.

Good luck on the job front. I know how hard it can be. The podunk town i live in is a virtual Sahara of unemployment.

-Josh EL SUICIDO LOCO
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eh its time to update i guess lifes wierd i guess nothing much has happend been hanging out at jerry's alot drinking some beer its cool i have fun

i really need to find a job but whats new right

been drawing sum no alot dont have any real motivation really just boradem i guess

i dont know update in a few days i guess...
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roby:
i felt really weird last night after i ate a chocolate covered coffee bean i found on the floor of my parent's minivan. i headbutted a shelf and danced real funky.

[Edited on Dec 28, 2003 7:20AM]
joshof13thfloor:
Madness and sanity some times feel mutually exclusive don't they?
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hola u wankers

im at my friend jerry's house dont know y i am updating but i am


xmas is comming wee ok im done i love u all

oh oh oh me and amand oh yes u all know amanda we are friends with benifets

added new pictures



i love u all specially caz,cinder kiss oh oh and emily kiss kiss
joshof13thfloor:
Merry Christmas and happy holidays.

-Josh EL SUICIDO LOCO
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ok people lets see um i have no job im going to see lord of the ring tonight oh yeah


i rentend some xbox games ok first game armed and dangrous this game fucking rawks oh my god its so much fun its just a shooter with fucked up wepons like the land shark gun yes that right land shark gun u fire a shark...
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joshof13thfloor:
I just saw LotR - RotK last night and at the risk of sounding like a lotal dumbass i think that movie broke something inside of me. I feel more alive. Life seems better somehow.

Best. Movie. Ever.

-Josh EL SUICIDO LOCO
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im watching this awsome movie on sci fi its called "faust: love of the damn" it rocks it just so bloody and u know selling your soul to the devil and all that stuff it just rocks

speaking of the devil my pic looks like um scary ew be careful i might eat your soul eeek tongue biggrin

i cant wait till all my friends x mas presents...
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victorian:
hidden in the leaves huh

good book

to bad its only popular now because of that tom cruise movie
roby:
i love scary movies!! love, love, love...
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hahahhahah

well lets see i dont know what to say how about my chest hurts i guess cause i cut it open the other day i enjoyed it tasted my own blood bitter sweety really eeek yes yes u are all thinking what the hell is wrong with this boy well alot really but i will be ok trust me i hope


so how is every...
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roby:
man, i made it into your very journal. score! i used to help my firends clean in the theatre so they'd give me rides home. my car was always broken or dangerous to drive at night because the tailights didn't work. but that's a whole 'nother story.
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i feel like i have made some really stupid mistakes in my life i fee like i have missed out on what could have been some really good things and i have done some thing that were just so stupid what was i thinking and u know how u want to make up your mistake but u cant cause the other people that u have...
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i got a job i work at a movie theater its ok i guess it pays the bills. it doesnt really leave time for much else i mean not like i do much else except wallow in my own self pitty wich dont get me wrong is ok to do like evey now and then but not every day i really need to get out...
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caz:
hey there you! Dont go! who's gonna read my journal entries?!?!


kiss
*scarpers off*
...You've just been involved with a kiss and run
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death is sweet the smell of a lifeless body has me intoxicated i wish i could smell it all the time


in other news im getting tired of this site it bores me there is nothing intrest going on except for Sean zapping people wee i say fucking wee better not talk like that he might zapp me whatever *sacks hand in jerck off motion* i...
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caz:
i read when i can! Am i a commie sucking nazie jew lizard??? frown
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totally just suck i still dont have a job wich sucks i got invited to go to atlanta with some friends wich rock biggrin

um im finally better i had a temp of 102 and it broke last night around 1 am so that was great cause i felt like crap but im all better now

i kinda getting a stronger and stronger crush on my...
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kill kill kill what a thrill i feel when i kill slice into those poor souls who follow me home soon they will find out my dark secret soon they will see my new friend soon they will see the creature i have mad biggrin
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kludog:
the baddest thing i have shot was a m2. it is a .50 cal. maching gun. that sucker was awesome. i still remember the way it sounds. i think if i made music i would put that sound in as a beat in the background.
emily:
nice!! biggrin