lucabrasi

dude i make wesites all day. i am constantly arguing (with myself and others) about what is 'art' and what is just plain nerdy..... its a grey line, man......

it isn't usually like that though. 75% of the time or more, everything seems fine. but it's just the other large-ish portion of the time where he's all 'we are terrible for eachother, we shouldn't be together' [in plain english; 'i deserve better and you are not good enough for me'] that fucking kills me.

but... i love him.

fuck i wish i never fell in love.

whoever said 'tis better to have loved and lost, than never loved at all' is fucking stupid.

want to be bitter and have meanignless sex together?

if i knew what any of that meant i'd prolly have a better comment....but i don't..

xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxooxoxoxooxox

i have AIM but i never turn it on. ah well i cant start getting back into chatting online. between SG, my ebay addiction, and tribe.net i never get anything done anymore.... one of these days i'll tell you more about my relationship. until then, all i can say is that it has a lot to do with my tattoo, the ways of the universe, and belief in things you don't understand...

thanks for welcoming me and yes i'm going to post some more pics sometime...

What r u gonna do at Hawaii? (God I miss the sight of palm trees...) Sounds like you had a good easter! So did I, went back to my folks and just sat out at the terrasse, slacking in the sun all weekend!

I followed your orders by the way and put up a pic of the piercing.
Take care!

(had to edit it because it's after midnight here and my spelling just gets worse by the minute)

[Edited on Apr 13, 2004 3:13PM]

hey babes
it was pretty good, no offers for sex w/ no strings attatched though..."this one guy" that i have a big crush on likes me, but thinks it might be "too weird" cause he knows my ex. wtf? since when do dudes turn down sex w/ no relationship? he told my close dude friend all about how he liked me, but that it was weird. but my night was still good regardless.
get some sleep!
*melissa*

i know how you feel about being uninspired.. ive felt like ive been in a creative trough lately.. it sucks.. but i dont want to force anything..

i hope your tummy feels better soon

i think the US. is kind of acting imperialistic to a certain extent.. BUT look at the bombings in Spain, look at the mobs of people burning, slaugtering, dragging, and stringing up the bodies of US. construction workers and soldiers who are there to REBUILD their bombed buildings.. look at the people who are strapping a bomb to their chest, and blowing it up on buses full of their own people.. look at the men who throw acid in a womans face if she refuses a marriage proposal? the US. may seem a little pushy, but in the long run.. its going to be for the better.. weve lasted this long havent we?

haha yeah i've deleted/declined like probably 30 people by now to keep my friends list on picture-mode. as soon as i find someone to delete though, you're all over that shit

i've got a few of those feynman lectures on mp3. if there's one or two you're just itching to listen to, name them. maybe i've got them and i could send 'em to ya.

yeah.... where i live is pretty nice most of the time. there's snow for maybe two weeks of the year... it rains quite a bit, but it's always mild and doesn't rain too much... lot's of sun!


it melts the igloos alot though. haha.

haha, i was just joking about the igloos... cause people think canada is all cold and snowy and that we live in igloos.

but i really don't.

that is going to bother my brain, my man.....