lucabrasi

Hey kids,

I'm in Philly for the weekend. It's a little depressing with Dylan gone (my dog..) i want him to come out from under the bed where he would always hide...

Things are good, I suppose. Work's been a lil frustrating but at least I'm having fun with it I think. I'm weird because I can be a slacker but it eats at my conscience big time. I didn't get ANYTHING done at work essentially all year, but it would keep me up at nights. Now I go in everyday, play with the math, play with the computer simulations. Sometimes it goes well, sometimes it doesn't and it's frustrating, but it's fun. Kinda like a game. Me against reality.

School is a tad fucked up at the moment. It's amazing that school can be fucked up with a near perfect academic record in the middle of the summer when I'm not even taking classes, yet, it is. At the moment it seems like my goals for the rest of my life are pegged against my graduating, which is totally the opposite of how it SHOULD be, but thats life. I'm fairly optimistic that it will be resolved so that everything works out. I was thinking and, if worst comes to worst, I wont graduate til the end of the summer next year. That'll fuck up my plans to spend the whole summer kayaking but if that happens, I'll probably take a year off to kayak, travel and live.

There's two BEAUTIFUL water lillies in my garden right now. Normally I'm not a huge fan of flowers. I think theyre kinda a waste of space, but water lillies are awesome. And the fish seem happy.

Thats my rant for now. Thanks for listening