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Gemini: Kai: Month of May 2007:

Even though the month starts out on an emotionally rough note, you can trust that it will end up in your favor. The bottom line is that things will get better and better for your love life as the month continue. Don't worry if you are caught in an emotional whiplash during the first week of the month. For...
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i haven't felt like blogging much this week, but i guess i have a few things i could mention.

a: taking care of legal shiznit asap
b: moving to beach is still in the picture
c: have decided to name my next child m or f: Tetsaiga ... if m: Inuyasha Tetsaiga
d: want another baby soon (like 08 or 09)
e: got a shitton...
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i should totally be asleep right now. damn my internal clock these days. something made me remember this morning about something that happened a few years ago...i woke up & looked out the window & the sky was red. i walked outsie & it was dead silent & the temperature was neither hot nor cold. there was no breeze. and the strangest part was the...
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suddenly everything has changed...

that's a quote from a postal service song. it might even be the title. and it's funny, too, that it took a postal service song, "nothing better," to finally get the message i wanted to convey across to gabriel (my husband). he finally realized that he was putting me in a position where i felt like i had no control over...
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life throws another curveball:

i wonder why life is so confusing...just when i'm sure of 2 things (that i want to move to the beach & that i don't want to be with gabriel), i find out that according to AL law, i have to have gabriel & ryan's permission to move anywhere that is more than 60 miles away from them or give up...
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so...i might be getting back with gabriel. go ahead & bitch like. i know everyone will, but the fact of the matter is, if he is willing to prove to me that he is serious about making our marriage work by finding a way to move us to FL, then i am willing to get serious about making our marriage work, too.

yes, i know,...
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i had a good friday & saturday. i met a cool guy friday night & we hung out & watched million dollar baby. i didn't particulary like the movie because it had a sad ending, but as least i was in good company. saturday night was even better. my plans to go bowling were foiled, but i ended up chillin' with a friend for a...
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and here i thought i had a reaction to my tetanus shot, when a couple of days later (today), i realize this is 'the flu'. for fuck's sake. i don't know which is really worse. now, not only do i feel weak & achy, i also have an earache, sore throat, runny nose, & cough to match. goddamn it. so...night clinic tomorrow after the lawyer....
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my mom stepped in yesterday & kept the kids for a while so i could take a nice long bath & a nap. i felt better after. she kept katana overnight & kagome slept here just like a baby should (all night). i didn't go to sleep until after 10am, but i didn't have to get up until 6:30ish, so i felt well-rested. then i...
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