Here's a show of my appreciation: (Sorry, a few of you who TTC with me have already seen these. But I felt like sharing!)
Appreciation via BOOBS!
Now off to babble a bit.
I had the job interview at this great bar, and I got in. Woo. My first night is tomorrow, and I'm working as a host and selling shots. I love the bar, the atmosphere, the dress code (or lack of), but... the majority of the girls are catty assholes, and I just don't know how long I can stand that.
I'll give it a shot.
Fuck, I have to, funds are incredibly low in the bank account and I'm feeling pretty pathetic. I need to get my shit together so I can be my happy self again.
Why? Because my lack of confidence in myself makes it impossible for me to believe that this -
- amazing guy genuinely likes me, when all he fucking does is show that he does.
When you're not liking yourself, it's easy to doubt that other people do as well. So I'm going to be a big girl and stop self-sabotaging! I'm going to work my ass off and throw myself into being happy! It won't be easy, after the hellish breakup at the end of January, but it needs to happen. Because there's not one fucking thing that makes me grin as big and stupid as when that guy flashes me a smile while he's playing across a crowded room.
I think taking pictures of bathroom graffiti is going to be my new thing - you find interesting shit on there!
Yes, they spelled Suicide wrong. BUT! What an awesome, random thing to find!! And it couldn't be truer.
I leave you with my favorite picture of anything, ever, to invoke happy thoughts.
Darroh and Jon of Fair to Midland with Johnny and Ryan of Jackass.
Fuck yes bitches!!
