loupole

umm...

I don't know your job history, or for that matter, what yo want to do. That being said, here's my two cents.

Don't take this the wrong way, but maybe you need a shitty job you hate for a bit. They're always looking for people for those jobs.
The downside is it's a shitty job.
The upside is is makes life not-job-centric, and leaves a lot of your brain free for other stuff.

hey man...i agree, and that's what i'm starting to do. Good advice. At least I know someone out there has some insight into what I'm going through. thanx