So I'm online.
I suppose I should do my civic duty and post something.
Not much happening in my world of awesome that I live in.. I felt like I took a week off of work this week, although I was there the entire time. How is this possible, you might ask? Well I'm gonna tell you, even if you didn't ask (suck it Trebek).
Our house manager was gone. I accomplished three things this week: Played XBox; Read lots of comics and manga; and I can't say the third cause I'd prolly get fired, but it rhymes with "lapping" and starts with an 'n'. Oh hell yeah, it was good times.
Today, not so much good times.
Today was one of those days where I just felt lonely. And sad. Of course, not helping these feelings was the fact the girl I fell madly in love with was texting me, talking about how she wanted to just chat when I got home. So that got my mind thinking about her. We'll call that Mistake #1. And then what happened when I got home tonight? Not a god damn thing. No chatzing, no textzing. You know, if I didn't let myself love her so badly, I'd be writing right now about how this chick is cock-teasing me along and only cares about me when she wants to feel better about herself. Well, it feels that way sometimes. Unfortunately, I still love her. Can't help it, and it's not gonna change over night, I know that for damn sure.
Man, I wish I could just go inside my head and change emotions around whenever I please. I don't connect to people closely too often, and this heartache shit occurs frequently. Maybe that's why I'm so interested in dating my old friend. We've both been dicked over, and maybe we'll fall apart too. But I suppose until then, we're just consolers of the lonely.
I suppose I should do my civic duty and post something.
Not much happening in my world of awesome that I live in.. I felt like I took a week off of work this week, although I was there the entire time. How is this possible, you might ask? Well I'm gonna tell you, even if you didn't ask (suck it Trebek).
Our house manager was gone. I accomplished three things this week: Played XBox; Read lots of comics and manga; and I can't say the third cause I'd prolly get fired, but it rhymes with "lapping" and starts with an 'n'. Oh hell yeah, it was good times.
Today, not so much good times.
Today was one of those days where I just felt lonely. And sad. Of course, not helping these feelings was the fact the girl I fell madly in love with was texting me, talking about how she wanted to just chat when I got home. So that got my mind thinking about her. We'll call that Mistake #1. And then what happened when I got home tonight? Not a god damn thing. No chatzing, no textzing. You know, if I didn't let myself love her so badly, I'd be writing right now about how this chick is cock-teasing me along and only cares about me when she wants to feel better about herself. Well, it feels that way sometimes. Unfortunately, I still love her. Can't help it, and it's not gonna change over night, I know that for damn sure.
Man, I wish I could just go inside my head and change emotions around whenever I please. I don't connect to people closely too often, and this heartache shit occurs frequently. Maybe that's why I'm so interested in dating my old friend. We've both been dicked over, and maybe we'll fall apart too. But I suppose until then, we're just consolers of the lonely.