lostpoet

I am 27
and today they say:
you are dying
the say:
you heart is failing
they say:
you should take it easy !
I say:
How does one take death easy
Where does one find easy, am I staples commercial
I look upon my life and see these things:
at 12 I was mean fuck and helped a kid a fellow student
find a way to suicide - at 14 I heard he made it (I was a mean fuck)
then found out I was adopted (my parents changed after that) and I enjoyed
the pleasure of bleeding - I would cut deep and release all the pain
at 22 I lost my virginity and enjoyed sex, but avoided like the plague
at 23 I married a lesbian who broke my heart and I found the razors
edge comforting once more at 26 two hearts wanted my one my newly
found divorce made me believe I could have them both - at 27 I picked
the one I wanted and 3 weeks later she died , I cried and cried
today they say:
you've not long to live
I say:
I've already lived
let death take me for a ride - we will see how long he lasts