lostjohny

well, it's official. i - am - divorced. i got the papers today in the mail. wow, one door closes....i also started therapy yesterday, she seems decent, like most of them they always seem like they're hiding somthing....hmm. at the end of it she said "so do you mind that i'm black?" i say no, of course. she then says "well, you put down on your forms you would prefer a white therapist." "WHAT!?!" she looked through the pages and says" oh, you prefer BEING around white people." we then launched into the double standards of ethnic ratification in the south. it's a HUGH double standard in the city i live/work in. it's used as a weapon, and i loath it. anyways, i'm slowly coming to grips with my state of being right now.
"it's a process."
...what a load of horse shit.
i feel better this weekend though. started buying the girl's christmas yesterday after therapy. i was shpping at toys r' us, and loving it.....i played with toys, tee-hee!
have a good day all!!