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lostjohny

tustin, ca

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Tuesday Aug 08, 2006

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court is thursday. everyone has said that if sara goes up to indiana even for a visit, i'll play hell getting her back home if carol gets vindictive or posessive. i want to believe that carol won't do that to me, and especially sara, but i'm full of doubts.

i took carol off my health insurance today. that was like a brick to the face to say it's over. i have friends and family around me, but i am alone.

what is the point? what is the point of life? is it to suffer? i'm so tired of hurting. all i want to do is run away and hide. move to an isolated island and do nothing. but sara is my anchor, she has saved me more than anyone will ever know. have a better day.
laceyk:
I promise there is more than one anchor, and though I know how you feel and am currently trying to do the same myself, we have to find the anchor in ourselves.

By relying on others to provide it for us, we render ourselves helpless.

I am happy you have Sara to keep you strong.
I know you will only ever do what is right for her.
Aug 8, 2006

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