lostjohny

well, got back from cali yesterday. i was beaten from the trip, and as soon as i walk through the door, my stepsister hands me the phone. my wife is on the phone. she is crying asking me why i wanted full custody, and that she had been faithfull, and she had explained why she had to leave me. i had to clench my teeth and not cave. lets see, she left me, and told me two weeks later she was with the best man from our wedding. she bottles up her feelings and explodes on the closest person to her. i feel as though the last 2 years of my life has been a lie. and i still am unsure of why she left. yes, we both grew as people, but christ, let me know what's going on. every day i walked in the door from work, and the first four words out of my mouth were "how was your day?" why not tell me? if she can't tell me, tell someone.