lostjohny

i learned an intersting fact today. one of my coworkers was arrested this weekend. for, get this, soliciting a 14 year old girl for sex on the internet. it was obviously a cop, and they busted him where the two of them were to meet. it tripped me out. he just got married in june. i can't even fathom what his wife thought, or did...
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arg!! me thinks i have el computor virus. this is the first time i've been able to log on 2 weeks. if i'm not on here and you need to reach me my e-mail is lostjhny@netzero.com. now i have to go buy an antivirus. great. anyways, i am drained, work has me going for 14 days straight, on multiple shifts. i wish they could make...
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"Another year older and deeper in debt"

Thank you Mr. Cash. Yep, i'm 33 today. every year i wonder what have i accomplished? maybe i'm looking at it too hard. i try to live life one day at a time, with a general direction in mind, but it all seems to go sideways. oh well, maybe the purpose to me being here has yet to...
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got back from the "border bash" something that probably started out fun, but now is comercialized. how pathetic. there were some cute co-eds there, but WAY too young for me. there were THREE diffrent lines to stand in just to get beer!!!! W-T-F!!!!!!!! there has got to be somthing better in this town to do. i went there with my step sister and a friend...
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my friend mark has almost got me convinced to go back into cad designing. that and he wants me to move back out to cali. i'm seriously thinking about it. well, the cad part that is. there is just a overwhelming force of people with no work ethic down here astounds me. oh well, i know the pay is better, but money isn't what i'm...
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got back from indy today. it was theraputic in a way. it put me at ease on a few subjects that were bothering me. the ex and her man are apperently back together, and are about to move into his childhood home. they move in when his mom moves out.
sara had a blast with his daughter and her cousin. for the first time i...
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carol called earlier this week asking if i could bring sara up this weekend. i said yes, and now i'm having second thoughts. everyone i have talked to has said that since the divorce isn't finalized yet, she can keep her, refile up there and then i'm screwed. i really don't think she would do that, but i'm not sure anymore. i'm so damned confused...
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meet Ms. Thing:

Ms. Thing and I got back from Jacksonville yesterday visiting my old frind Francesca.
Meet Francesca, kylee, and Ms. Thing:
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If anyone knows any respectable gay women in the Jax area, let me know. she needs a girlfriend...bad. No butch ones, she likes girls who look like girls.
Anyway, we had a blast. Frank took me out to 5 points, at...
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i'm in jax! we went to the beach today, and had a blast. sittin' on the couch and watching i love the 70's, and going out to "the pearl", i think it's a bar. my old friend francesca is watching me type over my shoulder and correcting my spelling. she's the greatest...too bad she's gay. i don't blame her though, men are assholes. anyhow, heading...
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the ex-wife called tonight, she says that she feels that she has no say in any of the decisions, and that i "hold all the cards". she also says that 6 mos. is too much disruption and that there is a "mother and daughter" relationship that i will never know. i don't know anymore, i want to do the right thing, but there is no...
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