the ex-wife is really starting to piss me off. i woke up at 5:30, so i could watch over sara when carol went to work at 6. ok, fine. tyler didn't leave the house till' 8. i guess he's too good to keep an ear out for any sound my child might make, or even feed her a waffle. i came back over to doug's... Read More
Someone needs to smack that bitch because she needs to realize her daughter has a good father. You went to her house at 6 a.m. to watch you daughter when that piece of shit she is with right now wouldn't even keep an ear out for her as she slept. They sound like two rotten peas in a pod without sufficient amounts of oxygen...perfect for one another, but not good at all for a little girl. Hope the rest of your trip turns out ok.
The best thing you can do is continue to be the best father possible for your daughter. You know as well as anyone else that one day, Sara will be able to look at what's happening and make her own interpretations.It's hard right now and it's probably going to be that way for a while, but as long as you remain convicted to Sara and the life you want for her, you will perservere. Chin up love...................
update time:
i'm in indy, at my friends house, and don't know if i'll be able to get another chance to get on here again. i picked up my daughter this morning to just hang out, and she stared at me like i was a stranger.....talk about soul-sucking. well, after about an hour, she and i were playing and fine and went out. all is... Read More
PS I guess I thought you were hitting the races, which shows my knowledge of it.
Be strong.
Remember all the people you have met that love you, and don't let her bring you down.
look at spongebob. moronic....dosn't teach kids a thing. i remember when they said that some cartoons were too violent? now look what we have. cartoons that bash each others skulls in. there's even a cartoon with the grim reaper on it. tell me that show would have lasted ten seconds in 1988.
remember g.i.joe? at the... Read More
I think I was a tot in the transition period when the cartoons were not violent, but they didn't teach morals either...with the exception for Ren and Stimpy, but I think that was more disgusting than violent. I remember once I had to cont violent acts in cartoons for a homework assignment. This was an especially fun assignment because it was the only time I was ever grounded and my parents actually enforced the punishment...I slammed my brother's hand in the door by accident. He was naked and chasing me through the house crying for "HUGGY HUGGY HUGGY!!!!"
got back from the CNY party this afternoon, and once again, had a great time. met a few more peeps, and all of them drenched in awesomesauce (kareoke attempt aside), and just after i went upstairs to pass out, 2 of the girls that were stealthy as elephants, tried to sneak up on me. when they did they jumped on top of me and...
that pisses me off. when i signed up for it, they said i could add it any time. when the operator told me i couldn't tonight, i told her the original... Read More
well i got some shocking news tonight. my ex-wife is pregnant. apparently she's having a boy in july. i tried to psych myself up for it, because i knew it would happen, but it still hurts to hear it. the one thing she said that really pissed me off goes like this:
me: "are you going to be able to handle sara and a newborn... Read More
inventory for four stores over three days and selling books at a conference.
i should just bring a pillow and sleep on my desk.
one of those times that being on salary sucks, they don't even have to give me a day off during the week for making me work all weekend.
Sorry, man. That sounds rough. As hard as it is, you just have to focus on you now...Life sucks sometimes, yes, but it's an ebb and flow. You'll bounce back. In the meantime, I hope things get better for you.
yay me! i got the acceptance for certification biznitches! better hours, better pay, and management won't scoff too fast at the insane ideas i come up with....well, not as fast as they used to. still sick. going on three weeks now. ugg. but at least i'm in a good mood. now i just have to hear the backlash from the people that were cut from... Read More
I should get a second job, or start working out again
But it is true. Though we both want the company of others, I can't help but wonder about how strong we are alone. Maybe that is the problem....when you are strong without someone else, and provide strength to others, it is hard to be with someone.
why is it that when you plan out you days/months with shit you want to do, people find a way to fuck it up. the only time they want to run the furnaces on the weekends this month is guess when? yep, that's right. next weekend. the very weekend of the St. Valentine's day massacre in NC. GODFUCKINGDAMNIT!!!! why? why does this shit always happen... Read More
uggg....i am sick. my boss' wife aka typhoid mary, gave me the plague this weekend, and i felt like hell. i'm doing better now after several days of antibiotics and nyquil. on top of this i started a 2 day process for appling to be certified....today. i put in for it...um, what year is this?...oh yeah! 18 months ago!!!! oh well better late than never.... Read More
holy crap. i got home from the second job a few hours ago, and my mind is blown. not only did BOTH owners ask me to start working both days of the weekend, instead of 1, but i got a 25% raise after being there for only 2 days. 2 days!! time literaly flies while i'm there. i was talking with mike, the owner, after... Read More
and thank you for the crongrats to us . im sure everythign will work out just fine for us. a lot can chane in five months. so, ill just hope for the best and prepare for the worst.
ok. update time. i called the new boss, my friend, and he said that he and his wife didn't know what to do about my salary. he says he can't really pay me what i'm worth (big ego boost). so i low balled him, and we'll rexamine the situation in a month or two.
in the last post i said amy was coming for dinner.... Read More
thanks sweetie - for the compliments and the thoughts on my sister....i am glad they caught it early, it was pretty bad when my parents took her in....scary for my mum too....glad to hear you met someone - taking it slow is a good thing...
. im sure everythign will work out just fine for us. a lot can chane in five months. so, ill just hope for the best and prepare for the worst.