How blessed am I to have the common sense to understand what life is all about. The price I pay though is experiencing it alone. I sit here and type it all out for you fuckers to laugh at me, but the fact of the matter is, you are scared to death of me, because I know. I know what its like to embrace your loved one and wonder what would it be like if one day they weren't there. I know what its like to sleep next to a loved one and let the moment hammer you and relish it and cherish it and know that it doesn't last forever. Nothing in this fucking beautiful place lasts forever. Nothing. Not love. Not pain. Not loneliness. Not fear. Nothing. Its all about change and adapting. We try so hard to try and control it, but it stares us in our face and then roars with laughter and rips it away from us. Don't fall into the trap of believing that this is wrong or that it is bad. Life is one big deception. Everything you know is false and everything you rely on is merely a habit. The key to understanding it and in the end being successfull within this deception is truth. Truth uncovers all and has nothing to hide. Truth has nothing to lose or gain. Its here and its solid and it will always stay. There is only one answer to the question you ask, but there are many ways of finding the answer. If you understood what I just said, then join me in this one moment and give the world the one universal symbol in showing everyone that you've got it figured out: 
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