Sunday Oct 31, 2004

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Curretnly listening to: Incubus- A crow left of the murder. Somehow I've managed to be in a non-depressed mood. I will go to work and put on a different mask, and then come home and crawl into my cave and sulk. As kurt said "I miss the comfort in being sad" so I will bring the sadness back and cherish it for the time being. My happiness is on hiatus, but that doens't mean I'm suicidal. You know, actually, I think the only time I'll feel like that is when my job is in Jeopardy because I depend on it so much. I can't wait to get some of you gifts. Have to wait till wednsday. BUt I think I can get my camera with my best buy card, so I should be getting that sooner.
isadora:
here's something that sounds ridiculously lame and stupid, but i've learned over the years is more or less true: you control yourself. it's easy to fall into the habit of being sad, but you can break yourself of it. i did the sadness thing for years and years, and, while it probably made me a better person, life is just a lot better when you let go of it. it's easier said than done, but it's possible. lame, i know, but, i felt like i should say it anyway...

and to respond to your email: the way amazon.com works is that you purchase something through the link on someone's wishlist, and amazon will mail it directly to the address provided by the person who made the wishlist. except for on things marked gift option not available, which of course is everything that i really really want from my wishlist, heh. you can still buy those and have them shipped to the person you're buying them for, but you have to get their address from them first and enter it in as the shipping address. it's lame. i think that happens when amazon isn't the principal seller. but yeah. i'll send you an address i can be reached at, if you like, if you really want to send me things smile that'd be awesome, but i don't want to make you feel obligated smile

anyway thanks again, and take care kiss

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