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Again

I want to remember you
For how you lived
Not how you died
I want to feel your hands on me
Again
I want to kiss your wiggly toes
Caress that tattoo
On your left foot
I want to hear you scream in delight
When I bring you chocolate
Again
Again and again
I want to hear you cry
Again
What did I ever...
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Emily

I killed her
And cut
Off her tit
I sliced it up
And got the oil hot
I fried each piece
Some I over cooked
It was like rubber
But some
I got right
It was like
Pork rinds
But her nipple was like
Tenderloin
You are supposed
To
Eat
What you love
Or
So my father
says
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The Fucking Truth

I can’t do this
It makes me insane
It’s like shitting my soul
It’s too much pain
But still I write
I cry
I scream
I break shit
I should give up poetry
It’s like puking your
Guts out
On the pavement
And scooping it up to
Put in your
Own toilet
It’s true madness
But it’s an obsession
To hurt and...
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Evil Is A Human Condition

I saw her
She was exquisite
An angel
A devil
Smoking hot
And full
Of herself
I waded through the bodies
Smells smells smells
A man smell
A woman smell
An evil smell
Sex
Lust
Greed
I strolled up to her
‘May I buy you a drink’
‘Yes’ she said
And turned to the bartender
‘Another please’
‘What’s that your...
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Love?

I lay on the altar
I’ve handed you the knife
Do you think I’ll hurt badly?
Like never before in this life?
Are you willing to split me?
Right to the soul?
Do you believe that we just might grow?
Till you rend me and tear my very flesh
Or fill me with pleasure unto my very death?
Do you know who I am?...
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Seductive Dream
I want to dance with a naked woman
On a starlit night
Dance the birds and the bees what a
Delightful sight
Naked in the moonlight bodies covered
In sweat
Grooving to the music of crickets and sonnets
Of insects
The crashing of the waves and the
Moans of ecstasy
We will trip the light fantastic just
you and me
Oh to dance...
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Written in rehab 1996 Limestone Maine
I was told to write a paper about my addiction this is what I came up with…
Goodbye cruel beast
At last I sit here all twisted and worn
My shirt is on backward and my pants
Stained an torn
The gifts that you gave me were worth
More than words
I’m starved for a breath of simple
Fresh...
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Prime Steaks

My eyes drip venom
Like she drips my love
Where am I
And what have I done
I feel like a meal
Prepared in spite
Cannibals are mewling
While the children eat
You silly fucking bastard
Do you know where you’ve gone
Somewhere in pandemonium
Or maybe my soul is all gone
How soon is now
How soon is now
I am the...
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Pierced

How can I talk of pain so great
of violations of my very soul.
Insanity seems to be creeping in.
My life seems to be losing control.
Everything I have ever thought to believe
is stripping itself out of my brain.
The very thoughts and truths I conceive
have washed away with the rain.
So here I sit lost and broken
the pen in...
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LOST

I’m lost inside myself
Lost within a maze
A maze I made of my mind
I’m here in this cage
Reaching out for help
But they just walk on by
How can I find a way outside?
Fresh air growing trees
The touch of a Phoenix
When no one will listen
Or bother to look inside
At the horror that is my
Insane Mind