lostephen13

I must tell the truth about my travels on the Appalachian Trail and how I got there, before I go on to my next journey on the Mountain to Sea Trail. The love of my life thru me away like a cheap piece of clothing. I no longer fit after all. The majesty of my life Morpheus my beast died. I...
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How can you comprehend

The line with a hand

In the eyes of a poet

Of shape

And form

What happens in there

What comes from within

To mystify

That which is

Without

In the hands of art

I would like to be the pencil

Caressed

Into the placement of

Lines so fine

Like cuming

Just once and going blind

All...
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Sent to me by my

Spiritual advisor and

Friend

Marianne

I am the Dark Goddess

Hecate

I am the darkness behind

And beneath the shadows

I am the absence of air

That waits at the bottom

Of every breath

I am the ending

Before life begins again

Whenever you have need of anything

Call upon me

I am here…

For I abide within you...
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II

I suppose that before we go into how this really became my life I should explain the basics. First of all hell is not chaos it is perfect order and perfect chaos like standing in a forest in autumn each tree is randomly placed but each species looses its leaves at a certain time. Order and Chaos. There are other planes of existence but...
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Of

Stephen S. Lost

I

I came to sorcery at a young age, a so called wilder, I was 14. Most must apprentice for 20 years but not me I just understood the theory and made it so. I was nothing powerful could barely make fire but I could hide like the wind and make a simple suggestion that...
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Prologue

I have perfected my art for the last 26 years like watching a flower blossom bloom then wilt into a fetid moldy stench. I am the worlds greatest summoner maybe the greatest in all of mans history. I had laid the symbols layer upon layer protecting me from all of the most powerful diabolical beasts of hell. You know when you choose a life...
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I was standing there with my toes in the mud… I had hiked 30 miles the day before and I was done… I had a twelve pack of beer and half a fifth of whiskey… I knew I would not take one single fucking step today… I hurt all over… I shivered and started on the whiskey chasing it with piss warm beer… It...
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Do you remember that feeling from the first drug you ever did, be it nicotine, alcohol or my first shooting morphine. I’ve been chasing that feeling ever since. I have taken every form of pain killers, smoked and shot heroin, probably eaten twenty pounds of mushrooms and dropped acid in my eyes. I have smoked so much weed that I’m surprised I ever came...
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Iny Miny Mighty Moe

I caught Shannon

By her big toe

I kissed it gently

Then bit it hard

She squealed and pulled away

Then

Ever so slowly

Stretched her leg

Back out

And said

Do the

rest

Sanskrit Proverb

Look well to this day

For it is life

The very life of life

In it’s brief course lies all

The realities and varieties of existence

The bliss of growth

The splendor of action

The glory of power

For yesterday is but a dream

And tomorrow only a vision

But today well lived

Makes every day a dream of happiness

And every tomorrow...
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I want to remember you

For how you lived

Not how you died

I want to feel your hands on me

Again

I want to kiss your wiggly toes

Caress that tattoo

On your left foot

I want to hear you scream in delight

When I bring you chocolate

Again

Again and again

I want to hear you cry

Again

What did I ever...
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I killed her

And cut

Off her tit

I sliced it up

And got the oil hot

I fried each piece

Some I over cooked

It was like rubber

But some

I got right

It was like

Pork rinds

But her nipple was like

Tenderloin

You are supposed

To

Eat

What you love

Or

So my father

says