I want to remember you
for how you lived
not how you died
I want to feel your hands on me
again
I want to kiss your wiggly toes
caress that tattoo
on your left foot
I want to hear you scream in delight
when I bring you chocolate
again
again and again
I want to hear you cry
again
What did I ever do so wrong
to make you
take
your life
(I met a woman named Christine we had one beautiful night together chocolate champagne after she tattooed me and pierced me she left and died driving drunk she decided she had to get home work in the morning blah blah blah I should have never let her drive .)