holy fuck i had the worst trip of my life last night. so i just happened to be given the opprotunity to take some boomers which happen to be perfectly legal and do not show up on piss tests...well needless to say i took way too many for somebody my size and it was also my first time taking anything along those lines.
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man life is so fucked up right now. well after taking leave back in july i pretty much had no money...and when you still have shit to pay for that becomes a problem. so im basically in this huge hole right now! and its stressing me out so fuckin bad. thank god i get the other part of my bonus at the end of this...
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xxjcblackheartxx:
hope your financially woes are fixed...it always seems the military is behind the power curve when they owe you money...but the military is very quick to take money from you ....
schiavona:
**HUGS**
This sounds really shitty. I think you have the right to push your father away. If he wants to talk to you he needs to earn that right now. And you need to have space to heal. Maybe you'll want to be closer to him later in life, but right now you can just back him off and tell him to go away.
Your ex-...well...he's obviously an asshole who is so messed up he is trying to get ahold of the only good thing that was in his life, you, and that's clearly not going to happen. Feel good about that, you have moved on.
Your current b/f just needs some time. Don't worry about it much. Just remember he had a shitty experience just like you did but he will relax more as he sees that you are not the issue.
hang in there.
This sounds really shitty. I think you have the right to push your father away. If he wants to talk to you he needs to earn that right now. And you need to have space to heal. Maybe you'll want to be closer to him later in life, but right now you can just back him off and tell him to go away.
Your ex-...well...he's obviously an asshole who is so messed up he is trying to get ahold of the only good thing that was in his life, you, and that's clearly not going to happen. Feel good about that, you have moved on.
Your current b/f just needs some time. Don't worry about it much. Just remember he had a shitty experience just like you did but he will relax more as he sees that you are not the issue.
hang in there.
its crazy how you can go for so many years in life thinking you are happy and then one day you meet somebody amazing. and then you find yourself the real happy. laughing all of the time, giddy like none other, allowing yourself to be as silly as you want. in those moments, when you find yourself staring at this man who makes you feel...
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schiavona:
Oh my, this sounds so fabulous for you. I'm psyched to hear that you are so amazingly happy. It is hard to let go of those fears, but it certainly helps when you are with someone who gives back everything you give to him.
Go have some fun.
Go have some fun.
signs:
Ohh boy your sleeve is awesome!!!
Well I am back in Japan. I had a great leave, got to spend a lot of time with my sisters and saw some of my friends. Unfortunately I didnt have enough time to see everybody while I was home, so next time I make it back to the states I will do my best to see them! Not going to lie I was pretty...
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I am going home today!! i cant explain how god damn happy I am. well im not happy about the 20+ hours ill be on a plane, but its SO fuckin worth it. Ive been stressing about this trip and now that its closer I am so glad that I decided to go. I will be going to stampede a few days after I get...
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ilektra:
I used to be a 14T, I didn't know there were any over in Japan?!
uproot:
hey ADA! i was FA a while back.... have fun at home, i know it won't be long enough 
so here i am a little drunk...today i got 3more hours of work done on the shadin of my tat...and it actually hurt more than the 2.5 hours yesterdayl...good ol elbow!! but so we all go out and the more im around ppl the more pissy i get..cause i dont want to be rubbed against, thank you!!! lol. and ive realized that there is time...
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dreadthis:
awww I hope so too... even though I know nothing about this girl.
false:
the tat is off the rails.
So Kansas, my home state, has been completely fucked up by tornados. The little country town that I went to middle school in and a lot of my friends are from. Their families still live there. It was pretty much destroyed. The high school is rubble now, houses are gone. Its aweful. And the town that I went to college in got hit as well....
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candycrimson:
I'm sorry to hear that. It must be difficult knowing that it won't be the same when you go back. I wish you the best.
So having to do "manditory fun days" is really fuckin stupid, especially when it leaves me with some aweful tans lines. Did my best to keep my left arm from getting burnt so I can begin the shading on my sleeve. FUCK YEAH! damn I love tattoos...on me and others 
bigchief117:
Still my favorite, tan lines or not 
chrystiww:
Haha! I just had mandatory fun last Tuesday. All the NCO's in my battalion went to DC for the evening parade. It would have been cool I guess, except they dropped us off hella early, leaving us with nothing to do but get tanked at 3:00 in the afternoon in100 degree weather. Oh, and we all still had to be in early the next day. Yut!