well things had been going great for a while. i pretty much had things figured out for when i get out of the army next year. go to vogue beauty school or the paul mitchell school in austin, texas. the army was going to pay for my school and my housing. even though eric and i weren't 'technically" together when he left for the states, we were still talking on a regular basis. wellllllllllllllll of course it couldnt stay that good. eric went back to hanging out with his x girlfriend and even though he promised nothing happened i really dont believe him. his best friend was even talking to me about the whole thing, and confirmed any worries i had. so what the fuck, is there any point for me to keep talking to him, i get that they dated for a while and things dont just stop. but holy fuck the girl cheated on him so many times, let it go!! i fuckin hate this, we were fucking great when he was here. ive been planning on takng leave and flying to the states to see him. fuck is there any point now. and even though im not deciding to go to austin because he'll be there, now i wonder if i shouldnt go because he will be there...just fuck. fuck fuck fuck..
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Eric should have not gone and hung out with his ex. He should have been sensitive enough to know that this would cause an issue and should have respected your feelings enough to not have done this. It's not cool for him to have done this. Doesn't matter if anything happened or not, he should have thought about how you'd feel first. To me, this indicates a lack of respect for you on his part, and that shit nobody needs. Communication is essential in any relationship, as is being able to consider how your actions will effect your partner.
It is easy for me to say it, but I would move on. I know it's not easy to do this so just make sure you protect and take care of yourself, first and foremost.
I'm sorry hun. Take good care of yourself.