lorybeth

its crazy how you can go for so many years in life thinking you are happy and then one day you meet somebody amazing. and then you find yourself the real happy. laughing all of the time, giddy like none other, allowing yourself to be as silly as you want. in those moments, when you find yourself staring at this man who makes you feel all of these things, and you just think " how could i have ever thought myself happy until now" and i doubted myself at first. maybe i was just being a stupid girl, but no. ive been in that situation before and all of those times in the back of my head i was telling myself to stop. but this time, with my spiderman (heehee), the back of my mind is just telling me to let my fears go and just fall. ive never been treated this well, nor had somebody just stare at me and smile. ive never had a guy give me back all of the feelings that i was putting into the relationship. but my spiderman has no shame in showing me how he feels. i cant stop smiling when im with him, no i even when im not with him im smiling just because im thinkin about him. i am the luckiest
-his MaryJane Watson