You know those times you just feel completely empty? Well, I am having one of those times. Shit, I am always having one of those times. So, what's new right? I just....I feel like I try, but life is just pushing against me.
i have so freaking much on my mind i feel like i might just burst. ive had it so planned out in my mind to go to hair school when i get out of the army. the gi bill was going to cover it and i was going to go to school in la and everything was great. then i was talking to my sister...
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praesepe:
I wish I could give you some pearl of wisdom or something, but I definitely can not. I just chose a really small cheap school to go to for massage and spa therapy (something I'm interested in, but never considered as a "career" for myself) basically just so I can have that little piece of paper. You probably just need some time to figure out what you actually want to do. Don't stress 
You probably get this a lot, but. Your sleeve. Good lawd. What a beauty.
Good luck lady !
You probably get this a lot, but. Your sleeve. Good lawd. What a beauty.
Good luck lady !
ugh i get so irritated with myself, and how indecisive i am. ive been so fucking set on getting out of teh army and going to hair school in So Cal (close to LA somwhere). lately ive been thinking about a particular fact....i dont like the sun or the heat. so where the hell does that leave me. LA is going to be sun ALL...
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bud249:
no california!!
woo i go tomorrow to get an Iphone...im getting the 8G..i gotta say im pretty excited w00t w00t 
alien83:
i got one when i got back from iraq and i love it. you can do anything with it
so wow. some of the most amazing things can be some of the most unexpected surprises! i love katy perry to death, she says in her song "you were such a surprise, an unexpected gift" oh the song goes on and on. i didnt think that could happen. but what do you know its true. alex has been my buddy for about a year now,...
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tdblitz:
haha your a lucky one. you got something to look forward to on this island. 
thats good for you though.
thats good for you though.blah, i got all four of my wisdom teeth removed this morning. i was fortunate enough to get anesthesia. it still compeletly blew. i was so fuckin nervous. and apparently i cried a good bit and was hypervenelating off and on. they gave me hydrocodone, but im still hurting pretty bad...and i still ahve been getting emotional. i was so embarrassed that i was crying...
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private_grave:
Are you in Oki?
I swear that's were they get all the teeth for spray paint cans.
I swear that's were they get all the teeth for spray paint cans.
ugh, i hate how it feels like everything hits you at once. its always one fuckin thing after another. im trying to pay off my debts and its so fuckin stressful and overwhelming. on top of that im trying to save money so i can go on leave in august to check out the hair school in LA. im trying to just keep looking forward...
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fuckin_steve:
i know the feeling!! i thought the army was gonna help me for later in the future, but it just keeps screwing me over. it's hard to get job you actually like in the army. you try to do something with your career, but shit just keeps piling on and impeding the whole process.
i do hope you're able to work everything out though. most of all, just find a way to make yourself happy
xoxox
i do hope you're able to work everything out though. most of all, just find a way to make yourself happy
xoxox
well what do ya know, as of a few weeks ago eric told me that him and his x are "talking about things" long story short he went right back to her. ive been crying ever since. that was the first time i had been completely happy. like no bullshit, actually happy. and look what happened, he left and 2 weeks later he already replaced...
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supernovice:
Uuuufff... Sorry to hear that. I hope things turn around for you soon.
Out of curiosity, how long did your sleeve take in total? It's beautiful and it compliments your pretty blue eyes...
Out of curiosity, how long did your sleeve take in total? It's beautiful and it compliments your pretty blue eyes...
lorybeth:
I dont really know exactly how long it took, I was in and out of the field then went on leave so it kinda took a while. maybe something like 7 sessions at 2 hrs each time. Thats just a guess though. Thank you by the way!!
well things had been going great for a while. i pretty much had things figured out for when i get out of the army next year. go to vogue beauty school or the paul mitchell school in austin, texas. the army was going to pay for my school and my housing. even though eric and i weren't 'technically" together when he left for the states,...
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winkram:
You gotta be true to yourself. I wouldn't waste leave if your heart is telling you otherwise.
And thank you for everything you do for our country. You rock!
And thank you for everything you do for our country. You rock!
schiavona:
Just my opinion...
Eric should have not gone and hung out with his ex. He should have been sensitive enough to know that this would cause an issue and should have respected your feelings enough to not have done this. It's not cool for him to have done this. Doesn't matter if anything happened or not, he should have thought about how you'd feel first. To me, this indicates a lack of respect for you on his part, and that shit nobody needs. Communication is essential in any relationship, as is being able to consider how your actions will effect your partner.
It is easy for me to say it, but I would move on. I know it's not easy to do this so just make sure you protect and take care of yourself, first and foremost.
I'm sorry hun. Take good care of yourself.
Eric should have not gone and hung out with his ex. He should have been sensitive enough to know that this would cause an issue and should have respected your feelings enough to not have done this. It's not cool for him to have done this. Doesn't matter if anything happened or not, he should have thought about how you'd feel first. To me, this indicates a lack of respect for you on his part, and that shit nobody needs. Communication is essential in any relationship, as is being able to consider how your actions will effect your partner.
It is easy for me to say it, but I would move on. I know it's not easy to do this so just make sure you protect and take care of yourself, first and foremost.
I'm sorry hun. Take good care of yourself.
Well I got some new ink this weekend!!! Its the line "I carry your heart" from E.E. Cumming' poem. I decided to have it done in Italian for a few reasons. Mainly because I didnt want everybody to know what it means. I am asked ALL of the time why I have "hope" on my wrist and I just wanted to keep this to myself....
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civilian:
wow, so beautiful!!! It reads aloud so well in Italian too Can't wait to see it all healed up and pretty...
Can't wait to see it all healed up and pretty...
schiavona:
Well, to be fair, people are going to ask because it is such a prominent location. Think of it as more of a compliment that others are truly curious about you and your thoughts. Of course, to add to the fun, you could make up a different answer every time and see what happens. 
Well I got bored last night and decided to take some pics with the boyfriend's guitar. I mean hey...it is just sitting in my room til xmas and whats better than a girl and a guitar. I wont lie, it was pretty funny cause it was me, the guitar, a sheet hung up in my room, and the blanket on the floor. Not to mention...
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theaceface:
This is the kind of bass I want next - one that's been lovingly touched by a hot girl.
schiavona:
Nothing special?!? 
I'd call you something special! 
Where do you fall in the age range with your sisters? Are you the youngest?
I'd call you something special!
Where do you fall in the age range with your sisters? Are you the youngest?
i swear everything is falling apart...my family, my sisters, all i really have left are no longer speaking to each other, and no i dont mean as in a silly little fight. i mean as in carole has deleted jessica's phone number and other things and is cutting jess out of her life. long story short it was just one straw too many. im not...
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poindexterthegr8:
hey, you should read my latest entry from just this evening. i went to a funeral, well it shouldnt have been called that. should have been as asshole, fuckface, stab your own kin roundup as far as im concerned.
nostalgiazero:
I'll be your friend but I charge by the month.