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Hi everyone!

I FINALLY got a new job! I had my orientation today and I'll know my first day of training tomorrow.

On a shittier note, yesterday I got into a car accident...

After all that fucking work I had done to it. And I only have liability so I'm screwed.

Then today while I was walking I got attacked by 2 dogs.

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cyclmn:
:-(. Hope today is much better...
heathen0:
focus on the positives, gratz on the new job
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Okay first of all I want to start with the fact that I made a separate Instagram account for my SG stuff. I have family following me on my (now)personal one and I like being able to connect with them and I'm sure they don't want to see my booty haha!

So please follow me on Insta (again! sorry!): @loriensgh

Second and most importantly and...
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mykalerik:
I cant wait to see previews of your forth coming set
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I tried to post this on Friday but for some reason it just wouldn't go through so trying this again! Also my car is all fixed up now :)

Wow I made it to 1,000+ followers yesterday! Thank you all so much and you have absolutely no idea how much I appreciate the support!

The last couple of weeks have been pretty shitty to be...
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lorien_:
Thanks guys. It really sucks right now but luckily a lot of places in my area are hiring so I'm applying like crazy!
suicideking11:
So sorry to hear about the horrible luck with your job. I hope you find something much better very soon!
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Today I got to visit Edgar Allan Poe's grave at Westminster Cemetery in Baltimore!

We were supposed to have lunch at the Annabel Lee Tavern but turns out they didn't open until 4 and we were down there at noon. I WILL go back.

Picture dump!


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anselm266:
Welcome to Baltimore!
suicideking11:
Very neat pictures. I'm so envious! :)
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Today I got to go to the Antietam National Battlefield!

I am so very into history, especially the American Civil War.

So here's a picture dump!

Tomorrow me and my dad are venturing to Baltimore to see Edgar Allan Poe's grave and to have lunch at the Annabel Lee Tavern! I'll post more tomorrow.


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superbabzy:
Great pics! 
lorien_:
Thanks guys!
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Hi everyone! Sorry I've been MIA for a little bit, I just got really busy with life. As usual.

I finally got in to see a psychiatrist and he changed my medication. He told me he doesn't think I'm schizophrenic so that's good. But he still never gave me any answers. I go back to start talking to a counselor in two weeks.

Other than
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kaskabel:
guapa!! =)
scottlocker:
your so very hot
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I don't feel like I belong anywhere specific really.

My heart and my mind crave new places, new people, and new experiences.

There are so many places I need to see but as always, I have no money to do it.

One day.

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almost_missed:
I agree with @lalou and @superbabzy people are going to discourage you along the way but don't give up. 
suicideking11:
@lorien_ I often don't feel like I belong anywhere I am, either. For many people I think that's pretty common. Or, at least it is for the people I know. This year I'm hoping for some new experiences, new people, and new places, so hopefully those things come true for both of us! In the meantime, I hope you're having an awesome weekend! :)
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Today I finally accepted that I seriously need help and I went and got it.

I went to the doctors today to discuss the way I've been feeling for years and the awful emotional scars that the physical and mental abuse of my previous relationship has left on me. I told him about the voices in my head and the constant feeling of anger that...
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suicideking11:
That's great to hear that you're seeking out help and that you're finding it! Obviously I wish you the very best with each and every aspect of your life that needs improvement. If you ever need to talk about anything, I'm always available, so don't be a stranger! :) Hopefully the counseling will do wonders as well, if only to get an unbiased opinion of what's going on. One thing I know from past experience is be very careful about the medications you take--sometimes they give you stuff just to try it, and then fool around with the dosage, and some of those medications can actually make things a LOT worse. If you feel like something isn't making you feel right, tell them right away and stop taking it. Otherwise, have a great weekend, and feel free to drop me a note anytime.
mykalerik:
Talking about things always seems to help... Sometimes talking to a stranger is the best remedy... As much as we love our friends and family sometimes they can be judgmental and being able to vent and discuss things with a stranger helps tremendously... I hope things turn around for you...
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So Monday I start another semester of school. I'm 100% not ready especially because I can't afford my books :)

I can't wait to graduate from the school I'm at now and go back to my old college for my history degree. Hopefully I'll be able to do enough work over the summer to get my associates early.

On a lighter note I got my...
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almost_missed:
Awesome tatt! I feel you girl! I still have 6 months of school till I graduate ugh can't wait to get it over and done with. We can do it!!! :D
lorien_:
@almost_missed thank you! You're so lucky you're so close to the end!
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Okay I've had a tumblr for a while and haven't really used it. I want to start though.

Follow me so I have people to follow too!

http://lizstahp.tumblr.com/

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elkcrazy32:
Well i guess we are both gonna be learning! 
skulldiamond:
I already follow you there ;)