lorensoth

I know you
It seems like so long ago
Things are slipping by so fast
Its scary
I dont know what happened yesterday
Nor do I know what will happen tomorrow
I only tell myself what I would like to do next
Sometimes I cant get myself to do anything at all.
Reality becomes blurred, because its always pain
I honestly dont know how much longer I can hold on
I welcome the darkness of sleep
Though I am not fortuniate enough to always find it
It seems that I exist in this... this ache I call every day.
But whats scary is that I dont know when it will end
Sometimes I wish I wouldnt wake up
That I would stay in dreams
For in dreams we can do anything... anything at all.
But I always wake
To another day
That will slip through my hands
Like all the mist this world seems made of...