loralie

Today has been so effin wierd..
Reporting class was just, well boring for once. Sociology was cancelled so that gave me time to do the journal we had for English..where we ended up talking about penis's..

Argh, my birthday is coming up and I should be somewhat excited no? But I'm not. It's 19, there's nothing special about it, and all my friends have to fucking work...

And can I just say that in English we were discussing our journal assignment about how men and how they are just coming into the roles of being looked at sexually in ads and such..well someone brought up S.G. (it wasn't me) saying that if "women can be sluts and be paid for millions of men to see them then men can do the same"..This GIRL got it bad from everyone, even our teacher..I was quiet until she said that. I let loose, sparing nothing. GOD DAMMIT! Why and how can people be so ignorant?!! I realize that it might be easy to think so shallowly(sp?) but for Christ's sake..

Thank God I'm loud and stubborn
Thank God I don't give a shit
..or that I question authority
..I risk it all for that one moment.

I'm done now.