longlostsapper

Wish I could say this was a good update, been really bad here as of today I've been sitting with my father in the hospital for 3 days watching him die and his mind fail he is 82 years old today he fully stopped eating and doesn't want his meds, then got news they said 48-72 hours the way he is then its over, I...
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Been so busy lately, and every time I check more and more friends are going anomous or just away kind of sad to see them gone

Happy veterans day, is it really a day hat you say happy on, it's like hey happy you got fucked up day, or am I looking to much into it ?

I wake up back on the beach the soft warm black sand, then the sounds of war come back rolling through the forest, I get dressed put on my armor check my weapons look for others no one on the beach I move into the forest looking for the battle I hear then I see it battle but the forest is gone we are in...
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So been having lots of nightmares again, all involving the same beach of black sand weird

Going to be hiding in a basement for the forth, I fucking hate fireworks

Got the confirmation Wednesday yep it's lung cancer, or so they say hell I've had it since 2002/2003 haven't got me guess it's not that bad, anyway more radiation more meds good times

Nightmares back again called doc he said that's not good I'm on dangerously high levels of meds as it is fun fun. So here was last nights, I woke up lying on a tropical beach with black sand as my eyes got used to the light there are corpses everywhere it was some kind of battle the sea is red with blood, some faces I...
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Okay heres the deep dish, she skipped state by train to wa to be with her drug head abusive boyfriend the cops said sorry nothing we can do get a lawyer hope for the best she's across state lines maybe it will work out, lesson learned stop treating her like a person she has no common sence is rude disrespectful and knows I was willing...
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So much shit going on in my life right now it's unbelievable, my father is doing okay from day to day still having lots of dementia issues, my health is crap and the ex wife is still trying to move to wa with my kid and acting like I'm stupid, she is fucking posting it all over Facebook did she think I suddenly forgot how...
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