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Monday May 07, 2012

May 7, 2012
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Nightmares back again called doc he said that's not good I'm on dangerously high levels of meds as it is fun fun. So here was last nights, I woke up lying on a tropical beach with black sand as my eyes got used to the light there are corpses everywhere it was some kind of battle the sea is red with blood, some faces I know others I don't, so I treat my wounds and look for weapons and armor because I still hear the battle, as I move inland there are people fighting monsters and demons it looks hopeless but I join in anyway, the fight was long and bloody in the end we pushed them back, made camp treated the wounded sing songs tell jokes rest and wait till the next battle, and it comes dark thunder midnight I wake again they are in the camp, people are being ripped apart, I see a flash of light feel burning pain in my chest looking down a hole burns through me, this time I wake up to reality sweating shaking still in pain then I come back down my phone rings, and that's what I live with every night when the meds don't work
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amberetta:
thank you =)
Jun 22, 2012
hemightbegiant:
I used to as well. Get of Fenris to be exact. Haha.
Jun 22, 2012

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