lonesoldier

Past few weeks have been tough. Liveable by far, but I've been drawing myself in my shell more and more each day. I've been distancing myself from my family and others. I've realized that I get angry pretty quickly since I've gotten back, like from zero-to-sixty in 3 seconds. But I'm controlling it more, didn't really realize why this was happening.Then a buddy of mine and I were talking about it. Then the light turned on, now since I know where it came from now I can start to control it more.

Past three months I've been sick, When I was little I had pneumonia twice, second time should have killed me. I have thing thing about jumping out of deaths reach right before he touches me. So naturally I was alittle worried when it seemed to deal with my lungs.I was coughing then it got bad for two weeks. I started missing alot of work then it just started to get better. Randomly, my lungs aren't quiet all that good just yet. But only time will tell.

But things are getting better. I finally got transferred back to the unit I wanted, my home. The people I went with. I'm looking quiet forward to seeing them again. Gonna start training the new joes, I can't wait to start doing this. It's gonna be alot of fun.

Now my mind is running blank. hahaha