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How's the foot feeling? I forgot if I asked you whether you needed physical therapy.

I hope the boot can be discarded very soon. It must be harder to deal with in this hot weather.

Sorry about H. I know what it's like to have someone you're passionate about leave. Perhaps you'll be with him again.

Let me know if you still want to meet up.

Thank you for your sincere concern. I'm going through some very tough times, which is magnified by my feelings of loneliness. You've always been a comfort to me through your comments and willingness to be my friend.

Some time around mid-afternoon Monday would probably be okay. If not, any day except Tuesday afternoon would likely be okay too

You indicate that your time with your family was something that you weren't looking forward to. I sincerely hope that you've been able to temper those feelings to some degree now that you're there.

Hope your foot is feeling better. I'd love to meet up with you so we can talk and perhaps have a bite to eat. I would meet you in Manhattan, so traveling shouldn't be a burden for you.

Are you able to get around to the point that you do things outside of your apartment? If so, I'd love to plan something very soon. If it's doable, may I suggest this Friday. I'll be free anytime that day. The city won't be very crowded because many places will be closed, as Saturday is July 4th. There won't be so much pushing and shoving as there would be on a normal Friday.

If this Friday isn't good for you, we can do it almost any other time. How about this. Instead of going back and forth on SG, why don't we talk on the phone about this. You can give me a call any time, or I can call you. How does that sound? If I don't hear from you by tomorrow morning, either by phone or through SG, I'll give you a call around noon. I'm thinking that even if you can't get together this soon because of your foot, we can still talk for a while by phone.

join me and a couple other people on sunday for early evening drinks.

i promise, we won't be walking around at all.

I think you should take all the time you need.

Yes, it does suck. As you said though, it's better that you had the experience with him than not to have known him at all.

I can tell you this. Whether it's a long term relationship where one gives his or her heart and soul to it, or whether it's short-lived, intensely physical and passionate, it hurts when it's over. I had both types of situations, practically back to back. They both ended, each for a different reason. While it hurt immensely that they ended, the memories of both of them can never be taken away from me.

I hope you can treasure the memories of your time with H. That way, he'll alwayus be with you.

i wish i could simplify THIS one too.

No. They're just stupid and ordinary sometimes

Thanks for checking on me. Spending time with family allows me to divert my attention from my ongoing struggles, at least for a little while.

Things are progressing, but it's at a snail's pace. I'm trying to stay positive and focused. Being able to remain on SG is a relief. I have so many people who care about me here. You are very prominent in that category.

How are you doing? I think about you often. It's a comfort to know that you're there for me. I can assure you I'm here whenever you need me.

I agree with above statement 100%

Japan! I have always wanted to go there. Whatever you decide, do what works for you and makes you happy

Thanks. I appreciate it.

Thank you so very much for that birthday note you left me. I'm grateful that I have you as a friend, even though I don't say it very often.

Also, I'm glad you like the ring. I had them made. They didn't turn out as pretty as I hoped for and they fucked up the sizes but they're ours. And they can be fixed.

Dating can be good.

Thanks for the comment... I think I cut through the cold, blank, feelings today. No more tears to cry... for now.

Sometimes acting spontaneously can work out. Glad it turned out well.

I didn't know you were studying TKD, we should fight.

Normally I should be in Europe until June 25, if that's not too much of a problem, I can look for availability then.

Of course if France continues to be an ass, I might end up not going at all, and visit you in New York instead, though I think I would prefer to do so later this year or in January.