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Monday Jun 23, 2008

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I feel like there is something so fundamentally wrong with me that I will never be "right." I'm seeing my psychiatrist tomorrow and changing meds, because I cannot tolerate the sick, obsessive fantasies I have been having. I do not like being my own worst enemy.

Please, if you know or suspect that someone you care about is struggling with depression, be there to listen and let him or her know he or she is loved. And if your friend's depression is untreated, urge him or her to get help.
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I want to say a number of things to you right now but I think I'll wait until I see you again.

Take care of yourself.
Jun 23, 2008

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