sleep is something that seems to elude me as of late. Me and my body can't seem to agree on when to sleep until we both have completely run out of energy and I pass out.
I stay up waiting for phone calls and other forms of communication that never come. The only things to keep me company are the late night talk shows and infomercials, fictional characters, my ragged computer, the dark of the room, and the voices in my head. I pick up the phone about eighteen times a night, but remember they probably wouldn't be too happy if I called at 4am.
I dread being alone, as in physically alone. Its harder to fight off the stress and freak-out's when I'm alone. Sadly on the other side of the coin, there are a lot of people I simply don't want to be around. And the people I do want to be around, don't want to be around me.
I'm just out of sync with the rest of the world. I'm operating on different wave length then those that most people can bare, and the stress of it is getting to me. I'd go back to normal, but I seemed to have forgotten how. Hopefully things will work out. . . soon. I can't take this much longer.
Evil Always,
Wes
I stay up waiting for phone calls and other forms of communication that never come. The only things to keep me company are the late night talk shows and infomercials, fictional characters, my ragged computer, the dark of the room, and the voices in my head. I pick up the phone about eighteen times a night, but remember they probably wouldn't be too happy if I called at 4am.
I dread being alone, as in physically alone. Its harder to fight off the stress and freak-out's when I'm alone. Sadly on the other side of the coin, there are a lot of people I simply don't want to be around. And the people I do want to be around, don't want to be around me.
I'm just out of sync with the rest of the world. I'm operating on different wave length then those that most people can bare, and the stress of it is getting to me. I'd go back to normal, but I seemed to have forgotten how. Hopefully things will work out. . . soon. I can't take this much longer.
Evil Always,
Wes