So anyone that's following me knows A. I haven't posted in a few days, and B. I applied for a job at work...

Yeah, I didn't get the job and it really upset me. But, I decided I'm gonna use this as motivation to pursue a dream I've had for a while and I'd like thoughts from anyone willing...
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So today was eventful. I got my raise and bonus amounts at work. I'm fairly happy with it although I thought it would end up being more. Don't we all though.

The best news about today is that I completely crashed our family laptop, told my wife I'd get them a new computer with part of my bonus, and then I put...
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So, I wonder how many people are reading this to figure out "what the fuck is this guy posting on a site where almost all the girls show their boobs already???"

So I'll start with a story. Years and years ago I had a friend who taught me a lot about the way women think. She was incredibly attractive, one of the most beautiful...
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Talong my own advice... gotta take the night off... but tomorrow I'm thinking about a blog about...

So, many times in my life I strive to better myself and self improve. I'll read books, watch movies, talk to people from my past, go to a different church, any and everything I can to redefine or recreate a self I like better.

Like a whittler trying to create the perfect tree spirit, but time and time again I feel like I've...
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So, in addtion to explaining my name, you'l get to know what it means now... when I was younger I was always emotional, and got angry, or mad, or happy, or ecstatic at the littlest things. It was a curse I thought... so I decided to do everything I could to purge emotions. I started reading about human behavior to better grasp emotions, and...
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It's tough trying to post something daily, even though posting daily is new to me.

Today was a crazy day though. I had an interview/presentation at work that I'm pretty sure I bombed, then I had to narrate a living stations of the cross for a former parish (yes I'm Catholic, yes I'm happy to talk about it. No I...
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So a little about me this year. I'm 6'6" but started the year at 404 lbs... that seems crazy to me to wrap my head around. When I used to be on here I weighed about 300 lbs... then I gained sympathy weight with my wife's two pregnancies, and got super lazy. Slowly gained weight as time went by and then a...
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I've been going through and trying to find people to follow. Really looking to broaden my social circle, even if it's just E-Social. If I follow you and you don't want me to just let me know. If you read this and want me to follow you, just heart it... grew up in the St. Louis area and now I live in...
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