Tuesday Dec 12, 2006

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I woke up in massive panic attack and I dont know why. Damn. Now I cant go back to sleep.

I talked to my god son this morning. I might bring him to stay with me for a bit. Its really weird how clear his understanding of what happened is. He told me this morning that he isnt worried because he knows his daddy is with the angels, but he is sad because he wont see his daddy anymore. He's four, and he is such an amazing little boy, I wish he didnt have to go thru this. *cries*

Thanks so much for being here for me you guys. You have no idea how much it means to know that there are people out there who care for me. <3

Gonna try to go back to sleep.

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tenaciousg3:
Hey... You know, there is never anything that is "right" to say to someone when they lose someone close to them. The best I can usually come up with is to say "hang in there" and rely on the people you do have in your life to lend their support, which it sounds like you're doing. That's one heck of a kid - your godchild. How good of you to consider having him stay with you for a bit. That diversion could be really good for him.

So in an effort to divert your thoughts, here is a picture of a cute puppy (MY puppy, Lucky)! biggrin




Always works for me...
gayballs:
awesome. let's do this then. PM me and we'll discuss. I don't know how the others are playin it

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