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A few weeks later and I dont know how to say Im doing. One minute Im better, the next Im lying on the floor in tears. I have seen him a few times since, and we are still sleeping together. I need that connection with someone, and I crave him.I have no delusions about this, I know it doesnt mean anything. But its better then nothing right? And Im seeing this other guy as well. Dont fancy him really but he likes me. I have been celebrating my depression by drinking obscene amounts of alcohol and vomiting alot, which is unlike me. I have lots and lots of photos for you poor people.
Cant think what else I have been up to. Painting. Writing. Listening to lots and lots of music. Watching alot of films. Went to see Massive Attack last week, was beautiful. I took these pills and had an emotional revelation. I was supposed to be meeting caz and dan tonight in the new shiny Intrepid Fox (still havent been) but they blew me off. Again. Seriously, im starting to think my friends dont give a shit anymore. I need new drinking partners. Any offers?
I missed Torture Garden Valentines...really wanted to go but am having money issues.
I have lots of exciting plans for this week......mostly seeing the amazing RENEGADE BURLESQUE at Nasin on Wed. What a great way to celebrate Valentines. Seeing beautiful girls dancing and then on Friday Im going to Synthetic Culture with the most wonderful Kt person, then on sat i am *supposedly* meeting dan at the intrepid fox. Then on sunday I am hopefully going to see the Get Happy tour...lots of pop punk fun. Thats of my goddamn tickets ever turn up!!!!

Picture time......
Daniel and Kt @ Inferno

Mizz Kt and I @ Inferno


Kaitlin and I @ Mel's suprise bday party

Mel and Kaitlin

Drunk Lil n Me @ Nasin

Kaitlin and I rockin Nasin

Drunkards @ Spoons


Old pic of my hair

Kaitlin n Kris

The Corruption of youth (aka my little sis)