littlesherbert

I went through a really tough time before christmas with my breakup and subsequent sexual encounters with my ex. and sort of crashed psychologically, completely broke down, it had been coming all term. i didn't feel like myself for a long time but im starting to get back on track now. Still coping with another rejection and now it seems that he doesn't want to be my friend. After new years i decided to leave everything in his hands. and like i predicted he's made no effort so i think sod it, im worth more. i hope i deserve better friends and lovers. I spent new years up in Birmingham with some old friends which was nice, though we weren't out late. Then I stayed up with my sister and met up with a friend I usually only talk to online, he took me for dinner which was really nice. also got my lip pieced which is something id wanted, my parents got over it pretty quickly. it seems even my uni mates have given up making effort with me, i know ive probably brought them down at the end of term and i want to make that right. I'm supposed to be revising for my exams, I was going to return to uni earlier but decided to avoid the uni dramas and stay at my parents for longer. I'm going back on saturday. Until then I plan on staying off msn and myspace as it just makes me miserable. But add me if you want to, im sure ill be back on myspace next week. Hope everyone is well. Added some new photos recently. love to you all xx