A little bit about how my life changed in a few months...
In October 2021, I was faced with blocking an account on a platform with which I collaborated. It was a big blow to me that broke me for a few months. I couldn't get back to work for a long time and I couldn't start doing something. Emotional burnout, parties, isolation. Guilt, shame and helplessness. Fear and growing anxiety for your life.
Trying to get back to normal.
I stop talking to a human, who makes my life terrify. Working with a psychologist. Addiction treatment. Relapse. I'm trying to get back to work. But nothing comes out, I'm starting to stumble.
I go to my hometown with my parents and old friends.
Hoping for the best...
Coming home to the cat. I'm starting over. Treatment. Change of last name. I'm leaving the studio I worked for. Create a new account on the platform. Fear and anxiety. What will happen next?
I don't know. But I truly believe I can do what I can.
I am not perfect, I also sometimes worry and cry. But I'm human... I'm entitled to feelings...
I love you. Thank you.
