liquid_fire

so........ boring tuesday
i do not want to go to that place i call hell today.
somebody needs to tie me up so i cant leave, then torture me because im such a bad girl for not wanting to go to work.

aw, a girl can dream ,cant she?

fuckkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk
someone broke into my car last night and stole my stereo and my amp and my speakers.
plus it doesnt help that im hella hungover from going out to the Vogue last night and dancing the night away.
but i got a hot boys phone number!
so i guess it wasnt a total loss
anybody have any crazy nights lately? or days????

is anyone else feeling that warm and fuzzy feeling of the holiday season?
yeah me either

damn i always get the shaft!
oh wait is that such a bad thing?
well, fam the damnly this holiday season, what a bunch of crazies they are, how do you cope?
i just tell myself i am the sane one of the bunch, but then i feel even worse because they think im the nutty one. ahahahaahhaahhhhhhhhaaaaaaaaaaaaaa

another day another orgasm.
jeez, i dont know what has gotten into me but its horn dog time for me.
maybe its because i have been working out more, or watching all that porn, or the scary movies that give me nightmares of me shooting people.
either way its working out ok.

so i have been doing alot of little crafty things lately and it makes me so excited. they are turning out great. so that is the good part that is going on, then there is
trying to keep myself from stressing about work and the holiday bullshit, every thing i guess is ok.
i think what my problem is lack of.............
hmmmmmmmmmm.somebody fill in the...
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so this weekend is lame for me.....
let's see. well i did get a free massage last night from a girlfriend of mine, and then had some kick ass thai food.
ok so friday night wasnt so bad.
sat. on the other hand sucked ass big time..... was late for work 30 min. stupid fucking off-site parking. damn that place to hell.
and now, just...
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well today i got to spend time with my dear friend John. yay
and im also trying to get some new pics up in here, but as i am not in touch with current tech crap, i have no way of doing it yet. but soon enough i will.
going to see Gothika tonight, i hope it will be good.
but the power may fail,...
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lame lame lame lame lame lame
my leg hurts.........
why do people get into situations that perhaps they have been in before yet keep falling into the same bad habits over and over again?
please tell me the rules of engagement in talking with boys that maybe perhaps would make every thing better.......
can anyone help

well i havent written here in a long time. been very very busy
my life as i know it for the next month is going to suck big time
i hate the mall, hatehatehatehate hate it.
fuck all you mother fucking stuck up bellevue bitches who want to fucking annoy the shit out of me every day by being the fucking bellevue bitches that you...
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well well well, what a crazy month.
had a shitty time in Cali.
met hot new goth/vampire boy i adore
my sister is yet again worried about my mental stability
and i have smoked more pot in a week than i have all year
other then that.............. been having too much fun.

this week i have hung out with a very nice boy that i dig, got sick, got one of my managers in trouble and probably lost a little or gained a little respect from her, and also had time to finish another book. nothing that excitng, but i guess its the calm before the storm for when i go to California.
plus right before i...
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