I have three so far, most recently from L7rules (who astutely observed I keep changing my damn profile like every day, wtf?). As I said to him I NEED to stop being a lazy jerk and leave testimonials for you guys. I left one for L7rules finally
I took down my dating profile. I'm thinking to put it back up but I dunno. Hey, if you found me via my dating profile let me know. I want to make friends but I ain't out for anything that involves touching (yuck). I'm just concerned that having a dating profile up will give people the very misguided impression that I want more than friendship even though I specifically only listed friendship as my aim. I want that to be crystal clear. YOU TOUCH ME, I CUT YOU!
I also changed my "fantasy" because as much as I love what's-her-name I don't actually want any more-than-friendly physical contact between her and me either. Just tea and cake. Hugs are okay, but that. is. it. Never thought I'd say that huh? Maybe I'll feel different in the future, but right now, no. Just no.
I am no longer "in Slovakia". I only put that there because I want my hometown to say Bratislava, and it's in Slovakia. But I don't like everyone seeing my location as Slovakia. It makes me feel cheap and dirty. People can only see "Bratislava" if they look. It's misleading, but Sarah Cracknell just sounds so hot when she says it in Girl VII, on Foxbase Alpha.
Added something to "gets me hot" and a bunch of mini-changes all around. I really DO change that thing all the time, sheesh
And today has been a picture folder changing frenzy! I've changed captions and taken out some pics! Really, reading some of those captions made me feel like the hugest asshat. I don't want to sound like an annoying asshole, thank you very much. Huh, I probably already do in all my journal entries. Argh.
I rented Star Wars Episode II and it was (mostly) HORRIBLE. Ugh. And to think I owned that movie briefly. I had forgotten about that until I found my return receipt just now. I mean, it had some good points, but man, it was just so BAD. Fenchurch mentioned Anakin and Padmé rolling around in the grass... I seriously thought (or hoped) she was just exaggerating. But no. They really did roll around in the grass
I did kind of like the Jango Fett stuff though. But the clone army stuff confused me. Who authorized its creation? And why did the Kaminoans expect Obi-Wan to come? I thought the poison dart came from Kamino? Huh? I mean I know it was Jango Fett who got the changeling chick to take out Amidala. Or something. But why weren't the Kaminoans bad people again? (I get confused by movies pretty easily. A lot of this stuff goes right over my head. Dum-dum!)
You know, I'd join the misanthropes group but I assume I wouldn't get in because MisterSatan probably hates me (worse than his baseline hatred for humanity I mean). And it's probably a small group of friends posting in-jokes anyway. I never fit in with that kind of stuff. Not my scene. In fact, I'm almost certain that's exactly what that group is. Nev-o-mind.
My hair is sad. I recently found my senior pictures from high school, which were taken very shortly before I chopped it all off and did the pixie cut thing. It was very very very very long back then. I'll try to scan in one of the pics soon, but laziness abounds. You can see my hair pretty long in my newly renamed (and slightly smaller) Caz pix folder. I don't think I'll ever go as short as the pixie cut again (never say never) and I think I'll stick with a bob, but my hair now is just sad. It does not behave. It sticks out all over the place. I guess I should invest in a hair dryer finally. But I'm opposed to those things because heat is bad for hair. But but... if I don't use a hair dryer, my hair may continue to look awful. WHAT TO DO? I was in the SG Hair Stuff group but I just left it. I don't really want serious hair tips because I know I won't follow them. My mom was joking that there should be a hair place called "JUST CUT MY HAIR" because both of us get frustrated that they always insist upon putting mousse or gel or shit in our hair. We JUST want a haircut, damn it. We'll never use the gel or styling products, and we would really like to know how to make our hair look okay without "product"!
All right, what the hell? I was listening to Tusk just now, my ripped mp3s, and all of a sudden Never Forget crackles and skips, then goes silent. I KNOW I've listened to that mp3 before without any problems. What is going on here? I've never liked my sound card, it's an onboard thing. And whenever I feel like getting another one I get confused. Can I install a new sound card even though there's an onboard one? All this hardware stuff is not my department.
I had thought I had developed an allergy. My face was all itchy. And last night I was itchy all over. Even my eyeballs. But the real reason, I suspect, is gross and I won't tell you. Maybe you can guess. I'm still itchy, but now that I think I've found the cause it will hopefully go away. I think I may buy some Benadryl anyway in case I have some horrible explosive reaction and find myself facing death. Please let that not happen. I think there needs to be an Allergies group on SG. But since I don't think I have any I wouldn't be the one to start it. I suggested it in a relevant thread in the Veggie group though.
Rated E for EMO (in a spoiler because who wants to read that shit? Had to get it off my chest though.)
Last night Sabrina was PISSED. Or at least quite upset. I believe she was upset because like a fool I let her see Shadow's food bowl while I let her out into the living room with Shadow in mom's room. Maybe she had been in denial that there was another cat in the house, because she just kept meowing her head off at me, wouldn't calm down. She was appeased when I let her have some more of her own food. Maybe it wasn't a jealousy thing, and it was just a food thing. At any rate thankfully she isn't bugging me every 5 minutes anymore.
Um. Harry Potter. Yeah. In a few days I'll be reading it along with hundreds of thousands (millions possibly) of people. I'm nowhere near as excited as some of the hardcore fans. It may be one of those times where I'm not excited until I'm actually reading it. I'm sure the plot developments will get me all excited. I haven't read any rumors or spoilers so I have absolutely no clue what is going to happen (which is just the way I want it). The way the mail works here is, if there's a package that's too big to fit in the mailbox, they very kindly leave it outside the door (this is a condo too so that's a lot of doors and stairs to deal with). I'm not sure they always ring the doorbell, so I may actually put a sign up on the day I'm getting the book to tell them to ring the doorbell so I know exactly when I get it. So yeah, I'm not TOTALLY blasé about it. Maybe the letter carrier peoples have been prepared for the blitz. It would be cool if the letter carrier was a hardcore HP fan, and he'd ring the doorbell ecstatically and chat me up about it when he gives it to me (I'm pretty sure our letter carrier is a dude). I doubt that would happen 
There's no sense in dancing round the subject
a wound gets worse when it's treated with neglect
well don't turn now
there's nothin' here to fear
You can talk to me!
Talk to me!
You can talk to me!
You can set your secrets free BABY
Enjoy.