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Sad thing is I'm not sure that's even the real Annie... I read in an earlier answer from her that there were four other dancers in the video, which makes me think that none of the multi-Annie choreographed bits feature the real Annie. Now I'm worried that she didn't do ANY dancing AT ALL. Well, my last question to her was about the video so maybe I'll find out soon.

I look around my life
and all I see is contradiction and a lack of faith
cynicism rules the day
I know it has its place
but I am really needing guidance now
reminding me I'm strong inside

Sophie Ellis-Bextor's music is teh geigh. Really! It's very gay club disco-y type music. Sophie's a bit of a gay icon from what I gather. That makes me love her and her music so much more. Is he.... THE GAY???????

OMG! You know what's totally hilarious about my drawing of Annie the car?? I completely forgot that she's a two door. That drawing is totally inaccurate. Only one door per side. Hahaha.



I never mentioned it here, but I do believe Annie was broken into a week or two ago (before I named her Annie). I got in the car a week or so ago and the rearview was very askew. I realized later that the Korean plush bunny (Mashimaro) I had suctioned to the window had been pulled down. Yep, someone probably got into my car. Luckily I keep absolutely nothing of value in there except the CDs, and at the time I had taken out my giant folder of CDs and all that was left was the little CD sleeve thing I'm supposed to put on one of the visor things but instead keep under the passenger seat. They didn't take that. I think at the time I had also taken the face plate off the CD player... usually I leave it on there all the time. But as L7rules tells me it might not even be a deterrent to take the face plate off.

Anyway I don't think anything was stolen. Please God let's hope nobody used my car as a place to fuck. omg I never said this in here but... last year some time, some complete fucking asshat of a sorry excuse for a human being took a shit in mom's car. Can you fucking believe that? They also punched or kicked the side of her car and there's still a dent in it, mom hasn't gotten it fixed. What is wrong with people? There is no way anybody could have had a grudge against mom for any reason, so it had to have been some random angry drunken dickshit. wtf.

I want to get a better car CD player that plays mp3s, but the possible break-in has me slightly worried. I probably shouldn't worry too much I guess. I loved being able to play mp3s in the old Corolla. With some artists you can make mp3 discs of ALL their album tracks EVER.

I keep singing The Carpenters' "Close To You" to myself. I love that song. When mom sings it she tries to do the tinkling piano part right after "golden starlight in your eyes of bluuuuuue". Awesome. I've actually been discussing that song in Depression Outlet as it being a sad song. I agree that Karen Carpenter's voice sounds sad in a way, and the tune can be kind of melancholy. Depending on what's going on in ones life the lyrics can be a bummer too. But what I think is really sad is what she went through (anorexia) and how she died. She was on the road to recovery, but because of the condition of her heart after so much weight loss, it couldn't handle it when she started to gain weight, and her heart failed. That's really really sad. And when you know someone who suffers from anorexia or bulimia, you see how incredibly difficult it is to overcome.

Okay enough serious talk.



A few hours ago as I was sitting here computering, Sabrina started growling in her sleep. I would bet money she was dreaming of Shadow. She hates the dude. And he... wants to kill her. I'm convinced Sabrina is not the instigator on the blessedly few occasions they've been face to face and they started fighting. Fur literally flies when they go after each other. One time he actually did puncture her skin, but we didn't know it. Eventually we felt an icky bump on her side and took her in. It had been an abcess (yuk) but it had already opened (yuk) and she had cleaned it herself and it was fine. She's a good girl.

Since Twinkie is the one who inspired my recent MS Paint shenanigans, I decided to try to draw a picture of her!



I think it turned out basically okay! I would love to try to draw other SGs/LGs/members, but I reserve the right not to show you my "work" if I decide it sucks and am too embarrassed to share. As grand as MS Paint is, it does have its limitations.

but there's one thing I know
the blues they send to meet me
won't defeat me
it won't be long 'til happiness steps up to greet me