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linkismyhero

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Friday Nov 17, 2006

Nov 17, 2006
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My partner and I finished the project due today and now I have a nice, worry-free weekend ahead of me. No assignments, no upcoming tests.

The project was to simulate a database program that could run two types of commands. My partner and I each did one of the commands. My command was to merge two sets of data together that share a common attribute. I didn't get started until about noon today, but I was done by 2:30 or so. I'm surprised it didn't take that long, especially since I didn't plan out my code beforehand (bad programming practice, do not follow my example). But the thing I had to make wasn't really that complicated, and I did plan out some of the structures I later created in the code, so I didn't have much trouble getting them to work properly.

My therapist cut me a very generous deal: I had decided that since I'm running out of money, I had to stop going to therapy twice a week until I had some income. But my therapist said in our last session that she really thought the quality of our work together has diminished because I am not coming in as often, so she said she'll only charge $10!!! for the second session each week! TEN DOLLARS! Usually it would be 100! That makes me feel good, although my reaction at first was "are you sure??". But she's sure. She thinks it's important I come twice a week. Of course once I get a job it'll be back to $100, but still!!

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I was going to make a Firefox script to remove the "boards" link from the links at the top of the page. I couldn't get it to work, but now I'm wishing I had. I am just too sensitive for any message boards. Especially this nasty place.

You're supposed to be "tough" here. Forget that! Is life really about being cruel and insensitive to each other? It seems that way to me, sometimes. I'm not "tough", and I don't want to be.

When I was really extremely depressed just before I left the dorms several years ago, mom came to my dorm room and gave me a book called "The Highly Sensitive Person". I was insulted. But I told my therapist about it recently and she said that although she wasn't surprised I was insulted, the book is actually about how it can be better to be more sensitive than other people (she also said that a large percentage of people are sensitive types).

Maybe I should read that book. I still have it.

I don't know, man. I don't know what to do. I want to be happy, just like everybody else. I'm sensitive, so it's hard for me to handle the Internet. What do I really want from this place? What do I want from the Internet? I want to meet people. But it often feels like the good folks are a one in a million, just like in real life. But how do I meet anybody at all if I can't handle message boards?



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nc_guy:
That is awesome about the worry-free weekend and about your therapist's decreased price. How cool is that? Your therapist must really care about you to do that.

There are good people in this world. You just have to find them and stick with them (easier said than done, I know).

I'll tell you where you can find one good person at this very moment. That person is you. wink
Nov 18, 2006
nc_guy:
That was cool!!! We both commented in each other's journals at the same time. I didn't see your comment until after I was done in your journal.

Very cool.
Nov 18, 2006

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