i already gave her a hesitant yes on catsitting, but she bribed me with my weakness..... an orchid plant. a dendrobium....and the name on the tag is "dendrobium emma" after my dog of course.
i left upset that i go out of my way for people...most of the time for no reason, and called my cousin who i can always count on.....except for tonight. am i a horrible person?
so i went to herrells to see ari, and play during her break. a friend was supposed to meet me, and she blew me off of course....because im not worth the time it takes to walk down comm ave and up harvard. she could have called me... i thought she had changed....shes still the same old Erin.
oh how will i get out of bed tomorrow.
i left upset that i go out of my way for people...most of the time for no reason, and called my cousin who i can always count on.....except for tonight. am i a horrible person?
so i went to herrells to see ari, and play during her break. a friend was supposed to meet me, and she blew me off of course....because im not worth the time it takes to walk down comm ave and up harvard. she could have called me... i thought she had changed....shes still the same old Erin.
oh how will i get out of bed tomorrow.
What?
I haven't said anything for a while."
I found my slut coat, so no shoes.
Sometimes I'll go out of my way for people, depends on who it is. I don't even care if they reciprocate.
people suck, but not everyone. just gotta find the right ones. I didn't keep in touch with alot of my friends from college b/c they didn't care to stick with me through the hard times of my life. oh well. no loss there.
i'm sure a few of them think that I turned my back on them when they needed someone.
Can't please everyone, that's why i don't bother trying.