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Who am I here, am I reflection of part of me as the person I really am, or does this online bullshit allow me to express the real me.
Its a hard think to think about sometimes, introspection is a bitch. Most of the time I feel like I would much rather associate with people in real life, I dont feel like I can ever really get across anything I say online anywhere. So much of communication is made through intonation, hand gestures and eyes, oh the eyes.
I have spent the better part of my life making friends online, and yet I feel like I havent really ever known anyone. Not so much because I wasnt able to understand what they where saying to me but more of, I never felt as though people I met online could ever <i>FEEL</i> me. I think the only freedom I was ever allowed in meeting people online was the lacking of shyness that I possess in real life. But I dont think it has really helped much, I beginning to think that all of it was in vain.

oh yeah and um, coffee coffee, must have coffee