lily

fuck, It was just some lyrics. -ANYWAYS-
The sun doesn't shine for you down there my girls in that sick aquarium they built around you, we just swam around in circles like goldfish knowing in our hearts that somewhere there was an ocean that would never end. out here, trapped in the cage of the planet earth sometimes i feel cheated too. Still not free.
-Once upon a dream they call reality I was in concrete love with a virus called slow death. I have rebirth tattooed upsidedown in hebrew. I've shed skin and died so many times, and try to mark it each way sometime, once with that tattoo when i woke up next to a killer and wondered how i wandered into his world from mine, sometimes its amazing to break into someone elses world, sometimes it can kill a part of you, so many pieces i wanted to keep got shattered.
-I try to picture you mother, on the telephone with cells you created that are dying too quickly, don't cry for whats already gone. we keep the dead cells, all of them. But when the physical part of me dies, I want my ashes on another planet, free from everything i've known.
-South soon. Then maybe west, then northeast again.
Love, Lily