lily

I don't think its possible for me to live in this society and be happy. I want to feel the loud wheels of a freight train underneath me right now, nostalgic for living free, not needing money, waking up in strange towns. Its getting cold, I don't think i'll make it much longer in New York, It sucks cause i want to go to school and stop and do certain things, but fuck i'm just so unconventional. I don't want to pay rent, I want to find old abandoned buildings to squat in and paint.
I'm just afraid of who i'll miss this time.
Lily