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lily

The highway

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Monday Feb 09, 2004

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I had this dream when i was dying in the bathroom, choking on my spit. she appeared like some goddess transformed and i ran out of that junkie house, crying and awake but still not quite alive. I ran into my vision on the corner with tears baptizing her shoulders. fuck. mary says the sparkly queen does exist and i believe it now cause she held me in her arms shaking and wrote me a little poem on her napkin. And if i could choose a mother, it would be her, cause mine is locked up and dead to me. They keep painting over our graffitti, we keep living the struggle. I got kicked out of barnes and noble yesterday for being homeless. boycott barnes and noble man. they told me i was driving off customers. but thats cool cause this is Texas and the cops are allowed to discriminate. i made it a point to write that cops badge number in black ink on my hand in front of him before i left then he threatened to arrest me for criminal trespassing. I don't want to go back to jail, but march 8th is like my death date. I'd rather do two months in jail than 5 years probation and have to stay in texas. Plus my homegirls are still locked up so it wouldn't be too bad. i remember the sound on the loudspeaker. "rack up ladies, rack up."
and those black and white stripes. These streets are a warzone. so many are blind though. everyone in jail was either black or poor. I know 2 street kids that have od'd and died in the past month. I keep pieces of them in my pockets to remember the war.
Love, Lily
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fractal:
I just finished a novel, and the girl the boy loved had your face in my mind. It was called Perv, A Love Story.

And I have convicted myself to read all the titles listed in your favorites, but it won't be from BandN.
Feb 11, 2004
thora:
I just wanted to stop by and give you a hug. kiss You know, I was in a band called Apocalypse Theater for a couple years, and from what I've read in your profile, it seems like you would really appreciate their lifestyle. I also have Diamanda in my faves, and did Let My people Go for my Protea CD. The biggest compliment was having a radio station mix one of my songs with her Swing Low...I go by Sapphire at work, btw, and I saw that you had A.D. in your books... love Oh, and Tribe 8 lived in my bf's basement. He used to have sex with them because, since they were lesbians, there were no strings attached. To me that would be more bi, but i do know of lesbians who occasionally have sex with men, although those men are usually gay, which brings me full circle to the bi thing...







[Edited on Feb 12, 2004 5:35AM]
Feb 11, 2004

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