lily

--My first friend is gone.
RIP toiletooth.---
God bless texas or something.
I almost got arrested last night. They could have given me a 2nd degree felony charge, i would have faced up to 25 years. I batted my eyelashes, used psychology on them and drove away tearing up the road in my little psychotic night dream. officer psycho and officer brutalizer apparently liked the naked pictures of me that they found in my dirty van and forgot about the laws. I hate the police, Not all of them. But i hate the lack of freedom on this earth. All of ya'll are getting pimped.
In texas now, trying to find a home somewhere beneath the bruises and the small talk. my wings are too strong to just stop. I get premonitions all the time. little urges to keep moving. i was having a conversation with this amazing musician lady in florida and got this little vision to go to texas and drove away, left her there still talking to me. Bye lady, sorry for the abruptness, the spontaneity, the insanity of my mind.
I'm so small when i look up at the sky. Stopped in new orleans to smell the piss in jackson square and watch the hustlers hustle. Watch the junkies tear at their skin and remember the days that i tore harder, watched all my scars swim around my pale skin and i wished i could make love to that old gypsy lady reading palms. I could sense she was an amazing lover in all her lives.
Love, Lily