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Tuesday Mar 21, 2006

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"Who's reality are you talking about? Mine? Yours? Or everyone else around us?"

Lost all this weight but even more love.
Lay next to this woman with dementia and she spoke to me in spanish rhymes, saying she'd be my new mother if i wanted and her biood daughter could have been mother theresa except for the crack smoke extending around me like some kind of sick joke, Blatantly cursing to me that theres so much flaw in beauty, or maybe just beauty the way i like it.
I called twice before she answered the phone, she cursed me with her still broken english, "Where have you been?"
Her, My only and constant inspiration in a world i made up, but still is too black to find something like her.
" I'm stuck in an institution and theres people dying all around me, But i'll be back soon."
and when her tears beat against the receiver, More pretty than the sound of rain on my back, I knew that my love for her was more real than anything else around me.
Love, Lily
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