fuck, It was just some lyrics. -ANYWAYS-
The sun doesn't shine for you down there my girls in that sick aquarium they built around you, we just swam around in circles like goldfish knowing in our hearts that somewhere there was an ocean that would never end. out here, trapped in the cage of the planet earth sometimes i feel cheated too. Still not free....
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The sun doesn't shine for you down there my girls in that sick aquarium they built around you, we just swam around in circles like goldfish knowing in our hearts that somewhere there was an ocean that would never end. out here, trapped in the cage of the planet earth sometimes i feel cheated too. Still not free....
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its my wife and its my life-----
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and then i'll thank your god that i'm good as dead.
Go say happy birthday to the little brother i never wanted
Scumbag
He rocks
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and then i'll thank your god that i'm good as dead.
Go say happy birthday to the little brother i never wanted
Scumbag
He rocks
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fdnymedic:
girl come over sunday....i need to see you.... 
tib0r:
word on the street is lou reed shoots blanks..HAHHA!!
I don't think its possible for me to live in this society and be happy. I want to feel the loud wheels of a freight train underneath me right now, nostalgic for living free, not needing money, waking up in strange towns. Its getting cold, I don't think i'll make it much longer in New York, It sucks cause i want to go to school...
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alackofoxygen:
bitch my computer is fucking up on me! damn! can a brother get a little understanding here?!?! I'm trying to get on now!
hijames69:
Good Morning Lily, 
where ever you are.
where ever you are.
I could sit here and type my stories all day, be a recluse of sorts. Especially with all the rain in this city. sinned so many times. I forget to count sometimes.
Saving up my dreams for a plane ticket to holland because i'm sick of dictators, I'm just scared of the certain things there, like thats a place a homegirl could OD in and...
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Saving up my dreams for a plane ticket to holland because i'm sick of dictators, I'm just scared of the certain things there, like thats a place a homegirl could OD in and...
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tbauc:
I was in Ireland with a friend to lay her father to rest.
This experience was far from that I have seen in the states.
As is best a remembrance of life and celebration of that life in the family home and attendance by all that live in the village.
America as I know it seems cold and fast.
This experience was far from that I have seen in the states.
As is best a remembrance of life and celebration of that life in the family home and attendance by all that live in the village.
America as I know it seems cold and fast.
kikka:
the revolution? i'm the costume selfproclaimed designer. i hate for the revolution.
PS wrote you a letter but it got back to me. i'd love to send it to you, just have no idea where, gypsy king and queen.
PS wrote you a letter but it got back to me. i'd love to send it to you, just have no idea where, gypsy king and queen.
some nights are too sick to recreate through words, even my words, But i forgot to tell her that i loved her, even if only once upon a time. some things shatter to quickly, some things die too slow.
when she found out she was pregnant she told me she wanted to punch herself in the stomach. One time she wanted to open her own...
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when she found out she was pregnant she told me she wanted to punch herself in the stomach. One time she wanted to open her own...
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siqkat:
Thanks for the advice on the book
And I agree with alackofoxygen on getting some of your stuff together. I would seriously put up some money to a publisher if it would help. I think other people on here would too.
And I agree with alackofoxygen on getting some of your stuff together. I would seriously put up some money to a publisher if it would help. I think other people on here would too.
siqkat:
You should get more chances to smile
Edit here: BTW that offer is for real
[Edited on Nov 11, 2004 9:46PM]
Edit here: BTW that offer is for real
[Edited on Nov 11, 2004 9:46PM]
she sits there only half broken.
talks to her tricks like they owe her something.
and they will.
I feel like i'm back where i was too many months ago, and my old homegirl keeps popping thorazine like pain killers, like maybe it will help her not feel, not see, the absolute utopia inside of insanity, to not really fucking exist but not be dead,...
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talks to her tricks like they owe her something.
and they will.
I feel like i'm back where i was too many months ago, and my old homegirl keeps popping thorazine like pain killers, like maybe it will help her not feel, not see, the absolute utopia inside of insanity, to not really fucking exist but not be dead,...
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siqkat:
hi
hi 
menotyou:
yup
okay so WE'RE FUCKED.
I guess i'm leaving the country.
this really sucks.
I guess i'm leaving the country.
this really sucks.
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stormy:
what country? maybe ill visit you. im open to suggestions
fdnymedic:
girl please hold out alittle longer..i will be there soon...
My heart floats all over the country. can't control this gypsy blood. I can't be contained. Need to lose myself somewhere else, away from hypocrites that think nudity is obscene, fuck you and your morals.
No matter how many times i've been jailed and institutionalized my heart will never get used to bullet proof glass, bars, and barbed wire fences. I dreamed so much, broken...
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No matter how many times i've been jailed and institutionalized my heart will never get used to bullet proof glass, bars, and barbed wire fences. I dreamed so much, broken...
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siqkat:
Those prayers are needed now more than ever. 
presence:
love yr writing..makes people feel...probably told you that before but i tell u again...glad your out and much luv
if you could see this strange planet through my black and white eyes, I don't think you'd want them anymore.
everyday is a war, i sink softly.
And i'm free, in the complete false sense of the word.
Love, Lily
everyday is a war, i sink softly.
And i'm free, in the complete false sense of the word.
Love, Lily
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amina:
Your out? Did you get my postcard?
How the hell are you?
How the hell are you?
angels turned to dust as the night faded and rememered things i lost years ago, someone elses lost hallucination that made its way through the the bleeding skies that seemed to cradle the city and all her lost childen, me being one of them with poisons in the my gut, random poems and words flowing through electric pockets in my brain and all the walls...
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mikael:
Godspeed you, darling Lily..
toy:
i am so glad you got out from jail. kiss.
please keep your thoughts and hearts with me during the next three days, I'm serious. pray, or send me good energy, whatever you prefer.
Love, Lil
Love, Lil
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boo1:
Shank'ya for the words of Tupac....Im bettin $$$ that you bought that DVD he came out with not too long ago, didnt ya! 
Oh and also, I just got done watching "Monster"......that was SO fucked up....I was trying to figure out why it upset me so badly that Christina Ricci fucked Charlize Theron over....sadly its b/c I guess I can relate to Aileen Wuornos....I'm not a hooker nor have I killed anyone....but she was willing to do anything for Christina Ricci and she loved her so much and she was a bit crazy and no one ever loved her. Quite alot like me. how are things on yer end???
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Oh and also, I just got done watching "Monster"......that was SO fucked up....I was trying to figure out why it upset me so badly that Christina Ricci fucked Charlize Theron over....sadly its b/c I guess I can relate to Aileen Wuornos....I'm not a hooker nor have I killed anyone....but she was willing to do anything for Christina Ricci and she loved her so much and she was a bit crazy and no one ever loved her. Quite alot like me. how are things on yer end???[Edited on Oct 02, 2004 2:28PM]
synnove:
my thoughts are with you lady
Queen of early constellations, I woke up with blood in my brain. I tried to kill a man in my dreams. Trigger finger got fucked and now i'm awake and wishing he was dead. Killing off thoughts of desolation/seperation. But its deeper than inside my head, It's here, all around me/us. I can't seem to cure this disease, or anyone elses. I was copping rachel...
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albertine:
thank you.
I wish I could run.
I wish I could run.
mora:
i know you said you disown me if i didnt do another set. well i tried, and it got rejeeeeeeected. so you can disown me now.
i agree with what LE said about running. you do what you have to.
i agree with what LE said about running. you do what you have to.
You have my info. if you are caught with no place to stay or need a good meal.
I love the entry